Crossroad between the choppy waves and serene fields

The forbidden chapter and the cross road

Kay was deep into his thoughts seated by the balcony as he look far out into the view beckon by the city skyline far out as the morning sun rises. In his deep thought in his heart he said

Jon...I hope you are well, I met someone which I have been trying to avoid ....these feelings ... I'm not sure exactly why... but I'm  falling deeper into it seems ...I'm willing to face it and be true to myself. Pray for me that I'll be strong

Yesterday night he recalled what transpired as the morning light creep into the room through the drapes waking him up as he quietly slips out from the bed, removing Yan Lan's hand over his slim waist making his way to the bathroom to wash up quietly as he sink himself through a hot bath. Yan Lan was still deep asleep when he finishes his bath. Kay made his way out to the balcony slipping into the robe.

This was the Yan Lan he knew when they first met..but he left those feelings unattended not until yesterday how the submerged feelings blew out of proportion instantaneously as it was given opportunity to be unveiled both together, it was as pure as it could get seeing Yan Lan expressing himself and him responding to Yan Lan's every move. Being away from watchful eyes allows him to be himself but will this change when they get back? He asked. He stopped his mind from processing these thoughts as he breathe in the morning awe, just feeling the warmth of the sun and admiring the creepy flowers smiling at him wrapping itself on the balcony railing, he took a moment to sketch that out on to his book that he took along.

"Kay!" He and jump up abruptly as he heard Yan Lan's frantic voice and jolted back into the room. Kay went straight to the bed to find Yan Lan staring straight into the ceiling, as soon as Yan Lan saw Kay he move forward to hug him.

"Hey are you ok?" Kay asked still stunned by Yan Lan's reaction as Yan Lan squeeze him tighter in his embrace "I thought I lost you again, had a bad dream...I dreamt that you went off after what happen yesterday and that I was forcing you through it when I saw the empty bed, I.."

Kay had never seen this side of Yan Lan as he came across confidently to most people all of the time. "I'm here I was out at the balcony...." Kay responded brushing Yan Lan's hair through with his fingers as he look straight into his eyes. This man in front of him, he is definitely securing Kay's heart deeper with such lovely behaviour and charming look in the morning Kay thought.

"Yesterday... was I too rough? Are you okay?" Yan Lan look at Kay seeking for his respond.

Kay felt shy and embarrassed at that and nodded his head "I'm fine ....just a bit sore" he said meekly and shyly. With that Yan Lan pulled him nearer, concern trying to check it out for him, Kay feeling embarrass stop him "I'm okay" Kay said assuring him and stopping his hands from moving further and dropped his head shyly

"I love you" He planted a kiss on his shy lips
"Kay" Yan Lan called out again
"Mnnn" Kay answered back
"I know what you are thinking, leave the worries for tomorrow, let's be ourselves out here"

It was indeed a chapter that he could not erase from his life, this trip. Each night Kay and Yan Lan explored every possible angles, Kay was willingly arching himself for Yan Lan to exploit as he look forward to be united enjoying this new found feeling of being so consumed in by Yan Lan and learning how to express himself with his moves and strokes satisfying Yan Lan to the fullest learning how it works being new to this. Their emotions and body rocking back and forth each night as moans filled the room when both reach the highest peak of the built up exploding into deep embrace and kisses and on their last night, Yan Lan gave him a night he won't be able to forget, putting a blind fold on them - Yan Lan was putting his dance practice at work, making them feel deeply without seeing. And added on to that, he had bought Kay a little surprise after teeing up the night with a long kiss until he starts to hear the familiar moans from Kay, he tied Kay's hands to the bed frame railing and strip him off his clothes. He feasted on to his every curve and took his trunk in feasting on it going up and down until he saw the familiar arch from Kay and he stop causing Kay to pull at the rope tied on to his hands demanding for more. It was Yan Lan's  game on him "I want you to remember us Kay... and not forget us after we leave here" and as he suck on him again, Kay moan furiously "ah Yan Lan you are torturing me.... aaaaaahh!"