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My hands started to tremble as I got my phone on the nightstand. I don't know what's happening on social media right now, I'm so scared that I might end up crying again. I just got home and yet again I locked myself in my room,
Sitting on my bed, I opened Jimin's Video without hesitation. Biting my lip, I heard him say: “ Our Lovely Army...” I paused the video, feeling my heart heavy. I looked at the screen and saw his face... His eyes were visibly swollen, his nose was red and he looked so sad.
All I could do is sigh and continued watching...
' This is Jimin from Bts... Ah, This is so sudden and I don't think I can handle it. Army, please remember to stay healthy and don't let this alone make you feel bad.
I don't know what to say, but remember that we're always by your side okay? Although we're not Bts anymore, Although the name Army will be gone. We will still be right here.
Ahh, it seems like it's yesterday when we were wearing clothes with our names on them, I remember it clearly, those times were very meaningful and I will cherish them forever.
Seriously though, I didn't think we'd disband this early, there's nothing we could do, to be honest... It was just a phase after all... Nothing lasts forever, and reality can be very hard to handle. Remember what I said Army, There's always a person here in Korea that is here for you, who understands you.
I love you so much Army, thank you for all the moments we did, thank you for existing. It doesn't matter if I don't know each of you, What matters if all of you is the reason why I have so far... You're our everything and no one can change that! Until then, Army...”
Just like that it ended, I felt empty, I feel nothing. The tears would fall, but It hurts. It hurts so much.
Now to Taehyung's...
“ Armyyyy, I think this will be the last time that I could call you that... I'm not really good at words please understand, I really don't know what could possibly go wrong... I wish I could stay... WE could stau to make you all happy.
The members and you Armys were the greatest things that had ever happened to me. I can't let go easily, It's hard and I understand that. For all those years we spend together giving joy to each other, I don't think it's easy to move on.
Come to think of it, I never thought of this, Ever. I was scared to think about it in the first place. Since it's happening now, I don't know what to do...it's all... So frustrating and so sad... We talked about it but there's nothing we can do to make it better.
But hey, Army. It's not like we're dying, are we? We could still see each other, we could still be together and make happy memories.
As long as we're living on the same planet, As long as we exist in this world, we'll be alright. We're here for each other!! Don't cry now okay? I love you so much army!”
I huffed, a frown and sadness were plastered on my face. He's trying to make us feel better... But he... He looked so tired, He is sad yet, he said that to make us feel relieved. It made me heartache.
Finally, it was Jungkook's turn...
As soon as the video played, He was sitting still, unable to move. His eyes were swollen and his hands were trembling he looked at the camera and said: “ It's so unfair... They had no reasons for us to disband but still forced us to do so...”
I blinked... What did he just say? No reasons to disband? I do not understand at all!!! My eyes were focused, ears perked up as I continued watching the video, hoping that he could explain furthermore.
“ They had no reason for us to disband yet they said it's the best for us, How so? How can it be good for us? FOR THEM? They only WANT MONEY, and WE NEED HAPPINESS,” He sounded furious and I was confused, but then the video soon cuts into another clip, he was now sitting in front of his hanging clothes, I was confused and concerned... What does he mean when he said they had no reason to disband??
“ Army! Hello!” He sounded cheerful now and I became more confused... Was the first clip intentional? “ I don't know what to say, really... It's so sudden and I'm so furious about it, how can they do this to us? How can they take my only pleasure? I still want to make you all happy yet this has to come... I don't want to see Army sad...
“ The days passed just like that, there's nothing we could do. We're all just humans after all... Every happy moment will become memories and those memories will not last long too...
“ It's cruel, I know. Now, I wonder what did we do wrong to receive such bad luck? What did we do wrong to make them do that? We will never know... But since this may be the last thing we need to do as an artist, I don't want to give farewell to all Armys out there...
“ Why? Because We could all meet up again, not a fan and an artist, Not the Army and Bts We know but as One whole family, right? We'll get to see each other fewer times so don't be so sad, Dear Army's... We'll be right here, Remember that! I love you so so much!”
Now come to think of it, something may have happened that made them disband but there's no reason to it just like Jungkook said... I don't understand anything at all. Isn't it because their contract? Is it because of something we don't know? This is so frustrating!!!
