Tony and I stayed in his room until we heard Bryce say Bryce: Rose, Tony you can come out now I went to the kitchen and grabbed some snacks and went back upstairs to knock on Charli's door Charli: i don't really want to talk to anyone right now Rose: ok Charli: Rose? Rose: yeah Charli: oh, come in Rose Rose: umm hi Charli: sorry, i thought you were someone else Rose: oh, i brought snacks, im sorry that your boyfriend cheated on you Charli: it's alright thank you I walked up to her and sat on her bed, hugging her, we watched Riverdale and cried together, she was like my best friend Addison: DINNER IS READY! we went downstairs and ate dinner, i sat next to Tayler, after, Bryce decided we should play hide and seek Dixie: im seeking go hide I couldn't find a hiding place and then i found a closet, i walked in and felt someone else in there with me Rose: hello? Payton: hey Rose Rose: oh hey Pay We were so close together, he smelt so good and i could feel his warm breath against my face. He kissed me and i kissed back, it turned into a makeout until we saw the lights turn on through the crack of the closet Dixie: ive found them guys!! Rose: nooooo i looked at him and he chuckled and smiled I got ready for bed but i couldn't sleep, i couldn't stop thinking about the kiss and the guilt was eating me up. I went to my dads room Jaden: come in Rose: hey dad, umm can i ask u a question Jaden: sure he said patting the spot next to him, i sat down and asked Rose: am i allowed to have a boyfriend? Jaden: uhh, yeah sure as long as you aren't like kissing or getting sexual with them, why? Rose: oh i was just wondering Jaden: who wants you to be their girlfriend? Rose: no one Jaden: Tony? Payton? Rose: no, no one Jaden: ooo who did you make out or get sexual with? my face had a guilty expression on Jaden: wait, who? he said with a serious face on Rose: uuh no one shit! im an EXTREMELY bad liar Jaden: WHO WAS IT? Rose: P-payton Jaden: oh baby, you can hug and cuddle, that's not sexual Rose: daddy? Jaden: yeahh Rose: we kissed Jaden: WHY? I ran to my room and cried for what felt like hours, i couldn't do it anymore ⚠️Self harm warning⚠️ I've never harmed myself this way before but i looked around until i saw a blade, i picked it up and made 4 deep cuts across my wrists, i felt numb and slightly relieved. I applied pressure on it to stop the bleeding, put a hoodie on and walked out ⚠️end of warning ⚠️
i couldn't sleep by myself but i couldn't go to Payton or my dad would kill me so i went to Tony's room Rose: um, hey Tony sorry for waking you up but i was wondering if I could lay in here with you Tony: of course Rose He lifted a part of his duvet, signalling me to get in bed Tony: umm do you maybe want to cuddle? Rose: sure I cuddled up to him and slept for a few minutes and then i woke up really hot so i took off my hoodie (I was wearing a tank top underneath) and forgot about my cuts ~The next morning ~ I woke up to Tony staring at me with tears in his eyes Rose: what's wrong Tony? Tony: no, what's wrong Rose? Rose: huh? Tony: y-your arm, why did you do it? He was crying so hard at this point i hugged him really tight Tony: i hate that you did that to yourself, i don't know why you did but you shouldn't have, your so amazing and brave and sweet and funny and beautiful, you shouldn't do that to yourself Rose Rose: thank you I walked out of Tony's room and heard my dad Jaden: sweetie? Jaden: Rose? Jaden: i just want to talk Jaden: im sorry I walk up to my room and locked it and cried when i heared Josh: Rose? open up, i just want to talk, i won't be upset I open my door and he runs up to me, hugs me, picks me up and sit me down in his lap Josh: what's wrong? Rose: did my dad and Tony not tell you? Josh: no Rose: Josh i feel like a bad person, i upset my dad and I made Tony cry Josh: how did you make your dad upset? Rose: umm so when we was playing hide and seek, Payton and I both ended up in the closet and we kinda uhm we kissed a little Josh: oh ok Rose: The guilt was taking over me so i went to speak to my dad about it and he yelled at me Josh: aww, it's ok Rose, just don't do anything like that again, boys have cooties 🤮 Rose: im not 6, i know boys don't have cooties lol Josh: haha, how did you make Tony cry? Rose: umm Josh: what? Rose: promise, not to tell my dad Josh: i promise I held my pinky out and he smiled and linked his pinky with mine I showed him my arm and he looked at me with sadness before engulfing me into a hug Josh: Rose, why did you do it? Rose: I-i don't know, my dad yelled at me and it brought back bad memories from my real parents, are you upset? Josh: im not upset Rose, im just dissapointed, there are so many people in the house that you can talk to, if there is anything bothering you please talk to me, i don't want you to pick up another blade please Rose: ok, i-im sorry Josh, i know you're disappointed in me, i won't do it again He held out his pinky finger with a smile and i linked mine up with his. He hugged me Josh: i love you Rose: i love you too Josh and I spoke for ages, he was like my older brother and i loved him for it
Please let me know who should be the main love interest? and please leave ideas for next chapters ❤❤
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