THIS IS NOT EDITEDI felt weird,like a fraction of me is now vacant,
a shadow of what used to be had now replaced it .
As much as it pains me to saay,I wish I never met tremaine . That is why I
have locked out the memory of him into my subconcious mind,
the memory of his warming smile only coimforting me in my dreams .
Cause in the end, that is all it could ever be .
A dream .
' POP ' the sudden sound of the toaster brought me out of my dream-like state
I grabbed 2 pieces of toast for my self and another two for trevor (4-Bread toaster,Dunz)
He came back from hospital A week ago;they had kept him for a week - surlvailance purposes
It had been 2weeks since the Tremaine thing - the incident,as I like to call it
And during the past week
I had been avoiding talking about it with trevor as much as possible .
Like yesterday, he told me we had to talk bout something so Best'Believe I acted like I didn't hear him and walked right out
His bedroom door . Anywhoo,
I carefully entered Trevors' bedroom balancing the tray of food and drink(Ribena,Its the way forward)
Just as I was bout to leave Trevor called me back,this time using the 'I know you heard me this time' voice
Great- I thought to myself as I unwillingly sat down beside him on his king-sized bed .
He began "Listen,Erin man didn't mean to be to mean to you the other week,Its just you're my Lil'Sis, I don't want you to get hurt because you got involved with him,but
I also don't want to be the one hurting you so mans sorry init ." I got up from the bed and just before I left the room, I turned and softly asked Trevor " What does he do that is SO unsafe for me" He simply replied " That's for you to find out later "
A/N : Erin is (8) traadin plaaces lol, yh its gonna be in tremaines POV for a bit
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Thaat Erin chick has been on mans mind since 2weeks ago she's beautiful and ting, man smiles at the memories of her smile,but man don't like her or nuttin, I don't do wifeys inih - well bassically what I do is 'wifey' a yattie till we beat, then I'm out, man changes his number,phone,my name -evrything !(Man gives them a fake name ) don't watch how man has the money for that still . I have a likkle buisiness - type ting goin . The only person who knows my government name is my mum,my Brother and that erin chick init, man don't know what witchcraft she put on me but man can't help but be true with her init but man don't like her ... But anyway I'm sure this is just a phase plus, I'm not aloud to see her, her brother runs all the ...'Businesses' in our area init so what he says goes . Mans not even that bothered cause I don't even like that erin chick init .. Argh she's on my mimd agen lemme holla at a Bizzle real quick - take my mind of tingz ah!b here we go Tequila yeah, I know tequila ? Her mum was just setting her up for a slaggyu life maan - anyway - man has that pussy on LOCK brav, lemme holla at her
"Hello" her voice makes me cringe , when we beat man always has to stuff a sock in her mouth .bmt
"Yo,Babes howz my fav ske-girl doin ?" Man almost let slip fo'a minuite
She did wunna them fake tryna be innocent giggles *eye roll*
"I'm good, cept' I been missin you, can I come over ?" Rahh man didn't even have to ask this time, see what I mean by PussyOnLOCK
"Yh,yh meet me outside the blocks yeah,"
Locked.. Its not rude, what's the point of me wastin mins to hear her confirm what man already knoes
Actually before I go meet her lemme holla at the mandem cause I knoe they wanna piece a dat pussy Dey obviously was onit so were meeting at the blocks aswell man was already changed and swaggerd out lookin in the mirror admiring myself mans swaggah was DOIN' it : Ralph shoes, G-star jeans , creme de la creme body warmer Ralph hoody & of course airForces -Jheeeeze ! If I was a gyal I'd beat me too after winkin at myself mutiple times I finally grabbed my pouch and left callin the mans to check where they at
"*sounding breathless* Yoooo "
"Aye nigg' wagwan why you talkin like that"
" Don't worry husz on the phone man keep sucking kmmmt - Aye T mans gettin head off tequila still" I could hear him grinning through the phone
"Shiit already, Ite hold tite mans coming dere like 2mins " I was overly creasing
"Ite nigg' inabit -Who fuckingtold you to stop ge-"
Locked
Man got there and she wass all up on me - I aint gonna lie she was pretty mixrace,greeny-hazeLy eyes cut little button nose and juicy light pink lips,her body was aight nuttin special - I bet Erins body is banging- argh she was on my mind again so I made tequila get to sucking fam anywhoo man finished wid dah bitch and its ma bredrin killer strapz next .man didn't even speak just straigt brought her head to his tings Looooool
Man jammed for a bit den left wass her face with ma boys. Man was walkin home &saw a next yat : Long jet black hair down to her waist (baitly weave, YES. We Mandem are CLUED-UP on remy loool) She was chocolate-skinned, had pretty light brown eyes,glossed-up lips in a natural pout & was rocking some tight up dress (might aswell have been painted on) man aint complaining tho she had one FAT 'Batty Wooooi man Had to holla at that a.s.a.p
Sent using BlackBerry® from OrangeSO YEAH I TRIED TO MAKE IT LONG BUT I DID IT O MY BB S I DUNNO HOW ANY PAGES IT IS ON HERE, I HAVE A CHEST INFECTION SO I COULDNT UPDATE CAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY COUGHING UP MY LUNGSI ALSO HAVE MY WISDOM TEETH COMING IN SO MAN HAD TO HIT UP THE DENTIST ANYWHOO YH SO MY WEEK HAS BEEN KINDABUSY BUT IMMA UPLOAD HOPEFULLY BY THIS WEEKEND FEEL FREE TO PESTER ME ABOUT THE NEW CHAPTER IT MOTIVATES METO WRITE :)Deuces-Elizabeth
