I sat on Luke's bed and thought about every single moment me and Ash had.
I miss my Ashton,the one who always hugs me,who always cheers me up,the one to help me with problems.
The tears I had in my eyes were slowly falling,I hated crying,it made me feel weak and too vulnerable.
I tried wiping my tears away but they would fall each time I wiped my eyes.
I couldn't stop crying,now turning into sobs,does Ashton even know me anymore?
Do I even know him anymore?
Did I just lose my friendhsip with him?
What about Rosie?
I heard a knock on the door.
"Come in." I say weakly,looking down so my eyes wouldn't show
Luke comes in and closes the door behind him.
He then sits down next to me while rubbing my back.
"Did Ashton hurt you?" I ask
"No,he wouldn't." He says while tucking my hair behind my ear so my face was visible.
"He's being a jerk,Eve,the only things he cares right now is Rosie." he speaks quietly,while looking at my eyes.
"Maybe he is being the biggest bumhole in the whole world,but I miss him already,I miss his hugs and his ways to comfort me." I say hugging my legs.
"I know you do,but he'll come back believe me." He says smiling at me,our eyes locked.
"We should probably head downstairs." I say standing up,his smile faded away but soon came back.
We head downstairs.
"Girls we need to go practice now but we'll come soon." Calum says walking away but soon walking back and poking Alex's cheek,we all laughed and she looked slightly annoyed,the boys always had an obsession over her cheeks,don't ask me why,when we were thirteen it was Luke who had an huge obsession over her cheeks.
I still remember like it was yesterday.
Luke,Michael and Calum walked to the garage while me and Alx just sat in the living room.
"What do you wanna do?" I ask Alex,she just shrugs
"Are you alright?" I ask concerned
"Yeah,I'm alright." She says not looking at me.
I knew she wasn't.
"Are you s--" I ask but she cuts me off
"Yes I'm sure,God dammit,just leave me alone would you?!" She says while storming out of the room.
There's only one thing that could've made her mad at me.
Ashton.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
GUYS I'M SOOOOOOO SORRY 2 SHORT CHAPTERS BUT LISTEN I WANTED TO GIVE YOU CHAPTERS BUT I DIDN'T HAVE A LOT OF TIME SO I JUST WROTE TWO SHORT ONES AND I HOPE THAT'S OK AND SORRY MY A/N IS ON CAPS BUT I CANT TURN THE CAPS OFF,,UGHHH,HATE MY PC SOMETIMES,LY XX