Black is all that I see.
"Eve,are you alright?" I hear a sweet toned voice as soon as I open my eyes.
It takes me a while to remember where am I,who am I with.
"Alex." I say as I look a her
"Yes I'm here." She says smiling warmly
"What happened?" I ask getting up slowly
"You blacked out while you were talking to Ashton.We were all so scared,Eve." She says pure concern in her eyes.
And then it hit me.
My pills.
"Alex,where are the boys?" I ask
"They're downstairs,I told it would be better for you if they stayed downstairs." She says
"Thank you so much Alex,I was so scared." I say as I hug her.
"It's alright,Eve,I love you so much you have no idea." She says as she burriess her face in my shoulder,I just hug her tight
"I love you too,Alex." I say as I pull away.
"I heard about the pills,don't worry it's between me,Ash and you.I promise." She says as she sticks her pinkie out, I hook my pinkie with hers.
"Thank you,now let's head downstairs." I say as I stand up.
"My mom said it would be fine if we slept here,but not with boys sharing our beds." She says laughing,I nod and we make our way downstairs.
"SHE'S AWAAAAAAKE!" I hear Calum's voice getting closer,he picks me up and hugs me tight.I pull Alex closer so she can be part of the hug
"We were all so scared." Michael says as he joins the hug.
"Yeah,please don't ever do this to us again." Luke says as he joins the group hug
They all pull away from the hug and smile at me.
"Has anyone seen Ashton?" I ask them
"Yes,he's in the guest room,he needed some sleep I guess." Luke says pointing to a door upstairs,I nod and thank him and make my way to the guest room,I knock,no response,I open the door and see a Ashton I never saw before, a Ashton who was curled up in a ball and sobbing like crazy.
"Ashton?" I ask quietly
He just looks at me and his eyes were bloodshot and he had tears on his cheeks,I quickly Sit infront of him and hug his legs who were infront of him.
"Why are you crying?" I ask trying to hold back tears
"It's you,Eve,you make me feel something else and I don't know how to react to that,why didn't you tell me about your pills?" He asks between sobs,god I never saw him like this
"I didn't tell you because I didn't want to have you worrying about me." I say as I take his hand between mine and rub circles
"But I care about you Eve,I care so much about you." He says while making eye contact with me
"Well let's not make a big deal about it." I say as I smile
"Can I hug you?" He asks
"You don't have to ask." I say and he hugs me tight,I hug tight and we just stand like this for a while,that's until we notice somebody at the door.
Luke.
"Babe,let's go,were going to get pizza,wanna come?" He asks as he tries not to worry about being in the same room as Ash.
"Yeah,I'll be there in a couple." I say and smile
"Well wanna come with us?" I ask
He just smiles really big and nods.
"Okay then put your shoes on,were going." I say as I stand up
"Are you still with Rosie?" I blurt out
"Of course,she just told me the truth but I still date her,I love her." he says.
The words I love her hit me like a truck.
"But you called her a bitch?" I ask confused
"Yes but I was angry,I talked to her after." He says
"Oh." I simply say before looking at the ground
"Maybe you should stay at home,you seem tired."I say before leaving the room.
