Luke opened the doors violently,he was desperate to find her and so was I.
We looked around the house,until we opened the last room and she was not there.
I was scared,where could she be
"Where is sh-" Luke starts and I shush him,I heard something,a voice maybe?
I follow the sound and it leads the hall infront of the garden,seperated by large windows.
Alex was sat agaisnt the wall earplugs in her ear and her eyes closed.
I walk quietly to her and Luke does the same.
"Can you take her to a room so she can rest?" I ask him and he nods,picking her up bridal style.
How cute,she looked like she was fit perfectly in his arms and it was adorable.
He makes his way to a guest room and stays there until she wakes up,I go to find Ashton because he disapeared too.
.Alex's POV.
I felt something on my cheek so I kind of slapped myself when I thought I had a bug on my face.
"Oww!" I was disturbed by that sound and I immediately open my eyes and see Luke sat infront of me holding his hand and rubbing it.
"What are you doing here?" I ask,my voice almost cracking up
I can't believe Calum,I really trusted him and he just used me.
"I- I found you in the hall,sleeping,so I picked you up and brought you here." He says looking at me,his face full of concern
Concern?
Alex come on,He doesn't care,he's like everybody else,he doesn't give a shit.
"Oh thank you." I say my voice still low,I take my earbuds out of my ears and just hug my legs.
"I'm so sorry about Calum,I can't believe he did that to you,you don't deserve that." He says smiling slightly at me,he must have seen that I was looking at his lips and he smirked,I looked away blushing.
"Thanks." I say
"For?" He asks still smirking
"Being here,not everyone handles my tears well." I say honestly,only Evelynn and Calum could,but Calum is gone of my life.
"Alex." He says taking my hand and I skipped a heartbeat,almost.
"I'll always be here for you." He says and I can't understand if he's being honest.
"Thank you." I say looking at outside.
"Evelynn told me you've been through so much,what happened?" He asks,his blue eyes locking with my chocolate ones
I remembered the tears,the screams,the scars.
Tears fill my eyes and I don't know why,but I felt like maybe if I showed Luke,he would understand.
I pull my right sleeve up and his eyes widden.
Yes I promised Evelynn that I wouldn't cut,but It's an addiction,I stopped cutting at 13 but then I started again when I was 16,It's been a year and nobody knows,except Luke,I feel like it was a mistake showing him.
I push my sleeve back to it's place and tears stream down my face.
"I'm so sorry." I say crying even more,why did I told him now he thinks that I'm a psycho.
Great Alex.
He just stands there,his eye widening and his mouth opened.
"No I'm the one who's sorry.I wasn't there when you needed me." He says and hugs me tightly,I cringe at first but then hug back.
"It's alright,I'm fine.I'm good,It's okay."I say quietly
"It's not alright that you hurt yourself,Alex." He says and puts a strand of hair behind my hear,I smile at him and he smiles at me.
He's so perfect,I wish I could be his.
"Well you can."He says
I look at him in confusion.
"You just said you wanted to be mine." He says and I open my mouth and bite my lip afterwards
SHIT ALEX,YOU RUINED IT ALL.
"Did I really say that out loud?"I ask burrying my face in my hands.
He nods and laughs
"It's alright,we don't know what the future brings,right?" He asks and I nod.
.Luke's POV.
She just said she wanted to be mine,does that mean she likes me?
I couldn't believe she self-harmed,I really liked her and this whole thing upsets me.
I'll help her through it and so will Evelynn.
"Let's get pizza?" I ask,I know how much she loves pizza and claims that pizza is her boyfriend.
Her light up and she nods like a five year old child.
She's so cute with her small hands on her knees and her warm smile and her hugs,Oh god don't get me started on that,her hugs are the best.
I've never believed in love,but I'm in love with this girl.
Alex.
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