Fifteen

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We made our way to the kitchen and Calum was running like a little kid,Why was Calum so happy?

I noticed Alex couldn't stop smiling.

I just ignored it and dived into the food,I ate some M'N'M's and drank coke.

We ended up eating and watching a movie,a scary one and everybody knew how much I hated scary things because of my heart problem,I had to take pills for it.

I was lying down on the floor with Luke grabbing me by the waist and Alex on the other side with Calum and Michael.

The typical scene of the movie where we just expect something and then it appears.

I was concentrating on the movie and suddenly a face appears and my breathing increases it gets slower and slower,my heart was beating fast,I stood up and got to the kitchen making my best not to stumble,I picked a cup of water and filled with water and took a pill out of my pocket,I put the pill on my mouth and drank water,none of my friends knew I had to take pills,not even Alex,just my family.

Everything was going blurry and I lost myself in this big house and the only room I knew where it was situated was Luke's room,so I took all of my strenght and walked up the stairs,I opened the door quietly and sat down on his bed,I inhaled,exhaled but nothing seemed to work,usually Alex or Ashton are here to help me when I have these attacks.

I hear somebody knock at the door and I don't even have the strenght to answer.

Instead Luke just walks up to me and sits down while hugging me and rubbing little circles on my cheeks,I trued not focusing on him or me so I gave my attention to outside,the sky was now completely dark and it was pouring,his room was cold and dark,his eyes were shining from the small light created outside from the moon.

"Are you alright?" He says while tucking a strand of hair behind my ear,I nod.

"Luke,I can't see anything,everything is pitch black." I say trying to stay calm.

Luke pulled me over his chest and I just closed my eyes,hoping that everything would be alright.

I didn't realise I had a tear on my cheek until I feel Luke's thumb wiping it away.

He smiles lightly down at me and I'm grateful he's here with me.

He then kisses my cheek and rests his chin on top of my head.

"Thank you Luke,thanks for being here with me." I say quietly

"It's alright Eve,I'll always be here for you." He says locking his eyes with me.

I smile and hug him once more.

We hear coughs coming towards the door .We both look at him,Ashton.

"What are you doing here?" Luke asks clenching his fists,I just put my hand over his fist and pull it down calmly.

"Well I came here to talk to Eve." He says leaning on the door frame.

"Alright,I'll wait for you guys downstairs." Luke says calmly before kissing my cheek and pushing me gently off his lap.

Luke leaves and closes the door.

Ashton just stands in the middle of the room while I sit down trying to recover from my previous attacks.

"I'm sorry." He finally says making eye contact with me,just those words made me shiver.

"You were right,you always are Eve,Rosie is lying to me and she's such a bitch why did I even fell in love with her?" He says while sitting next to me

"And you look really nice on those kind of clothes." He says smiling a little bit,I smile a little bit too.

"And i've been such a dick to you lately and I don't know how you managed to not slap me" He says while once again doing eye contact with him.

"You haven't said anything and I know you're hurt by my words but everything I ever said to you these past days were a lie,I understand if you're not ready to go back the way we were before." He says while standing up and walking towards the door.

I stand up trying not to fall again.

"Ashton I forg-" As i was finishing my sentence my pills fell off my pocket and he just looked at them,then at me,he picked the tiny bottle up.

"What is this?" He asks,concerned clear in his eyes.

I just froze and that's when I felt the cold hard ground agaisnt my body,everything went pitch black.

I couldn't hear,talk or see.

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