Breathe

Chapter 37

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." -Dr. Seuss

He pushes himself up off the floor, standing above me. His hands reach for mine and I grateful take them. Wow, this is really happening. I feel nervous and excited at the same time. I'm also rather surprised that I suggested this rather than him. Usually boys are the ones that entice girls into having sex.

I'm standing in front of him. I can see him trying reading my feelings, similarly to the way I can usually see how he's feeling just by the way of his eyes. His hand gently tugs on mine, leading me over to the bed near the back corner. My heart is racing faster than ever before but strangely, it's a welcoming feeling. 

He stops when the back of my thighs come in contact with the bed. He smiles down at me and brings his lips down to my neck. I can feel his lips form into a smile as they trail downwards. His lips are back on mine within a short second, pressing gently. I always thought my first time would be awkward, but being with Luke couldn't be more perfect. His hands lift my body up and onto the middle of the bed. 

"You're mine," he whispers into my ear as his body hovers over mine.

"Always."

He moves down my body, softly nipping at the skin. I feel his fingers trace patterns on my skin around my underwear line. His fingers hook around them, pulling them off my legs at a torturously slow pace. Luke's eyes peer up at me and I let out a soft giggle despite the intimate moment. A single finger enters me and I cry out from the pleasure. My eyes involuntarily close and my back slightly arches off of the bed. My breathing becomes noticeably heavier. 

"Look at me," he coos as another finger enters inside of me. 

"Luke," I moan as his fingers quicken their pace. I bury my hand inside of his soft hair, gently tugging. He moans in response.

His lips form into a smile and his eyes leave mine as his mouth moves downward. I feel his tongue press flat against me.  A loud gasp escapes my lips as I intake a large amount of air. His tongue makes small, quick movements against me. Luke holds my legs apart as he continuously pleasures me. 

"I-I'm going..to come..," I moan as my eyes screw shut. His movements abruptly stop right as my body is begging for it's release.

"Not yet," he says, mimicking my exact words from just a short while ago. His eyes beam into mine as his hands reach behind my arched back. I can tell he's silently asking for permission, and I nod. His fingers struggle for a second, but eventually he undoes the bra strap. His hands slowly drag the straps down my arms and tosses it onto the floor. I'm completely vulnerable to him right now and it feels both terrifying and relieving. I've never put so much trust into one person until now.

"You're so beautiful," he whispers and moves his body up mine farther. His fingers skim around my breasts. Goosebumps appear on the top of my skin. He rolls my nipple between his index finger and thumb and it hardens under his touch. I feel his body become closer to mine. His erection is pressing against my lower stomach through his boxers.

I reach down to the waistband of his boxers and pull them down his legs. He wiggles his legs, helping me remove them completely. His boxers are tossed onto the floor next to the rest of our clothing. This is the first time we've been completely naked in front of each other. I stare at his erection. It's bigger than I had expected…how is that going to fit inside me? He softly laughs, seeming to read my thoughts as always.

His face comes back down to my level, and he presses his lips against mine. Our kisses are soft but filled with an astounding amount of passion. He pulls back and looks directly into my eyes. "You're sure?"