After Everything 1

Chapter 10

"Miaa wait a minute I wanna say something to you !"

"Look, Bryan, I said that I'm sorry okay.
It won't happen again, I promise."

"It's not like that, I just don't want anyone to know what happened between us tonight, okay ?"

"Of course no one will know about this not from me at least, I guarantee you."

"Okay then deal. No one will know what happened tonight between us or you'll ruin my reputation.
It was just a kiss, it's not a big deal and it won't happen again.
People kiss all the time." he says looking away from me."

"Are you fucking kidding me?
'People kiss all the time !'
Do I look like a person who kisses all the time?"

"I don't know, It's not that I care?
To me, it's just fun nothing more and you're not the first girl I've kissed.
I don't like or date anyone if you're thinking that now that we kissed I should date you.

"Of course you don't.
I don't date either!
But how's that possible that you don't date when you have a girlfriend that you're dating ?"

"She's not my girlfriend , she's just a friend of mine. I just said that to get rid of you because you wouldn't stop staring at me ."

"Hahaha please, I wasn't even looking at you at all. I was looking at the mirror, it's an obsession since I was a child when I don't have my EarPods with me, but you certainly were.

"No I wasn't.
It's not my type and to me, you're just a random chick with which I wanted to spend the night, so why do I have to look at you or even care about you ."

"Excuse me!
'I'm just a random chick.' Wow! 
How didn't I think about this thing before?
You thought that just because I called you 'baby' when I hadn't any other way to escape from him, and because I said that you can drive me back to my dorm you would have the chance to get into my pants.
Wow! It's just unbelievable.
This is the lowest thing of all the things I've experienced in my entire life.

"Yeah yeah.
You call this thing low when you are the one who stole your sister's boyfriend.
I know girls like your type. You act like innocent but you aren't." He says looking at me awry.

"What did you just said?
You fucking asshole! You don't know anything about me and you don't have the right to judge me when you don't even know me at all.
I wasn't like this before, I wasn't so fucked up but after I saw my sister dying in front of me and I couldn't do anything to stop it, changed my entire life.
And I don't act like innocent because I'm not and I didn't steal my sister's boyfriend and I never looked at him in another way except from my sister's fiancé and her happiness.
And let me tell you something you 'mister perfect'
- Before you judge me, look at yourself first.
You will be alone for the rest of your life just because no one would like to deal with your shit.
And Godd, this is why I hate this fucked up world, just because of people like you." I say shouting at every word that falls from my mouth.

"I...." he begins to say.

"Don't! I don't want to hear your voice or see you ever again. I say then I walk away from him fast.

—For god's sake, what is wrong with me?
Why did I kissed him? Whyy ?
Ahhhhhh ! I hate this world I hate it.
I'm not going to see him ever again.
Fuck ! Why did I come here in the first place, why did I accept to take me to my dorm when he asked.
Now I don't have a way to go back, and I just hope I'll find a taxi soon because it's freezing out here and he isn't following me.

After a couple of minutes of walking on the street alone, I spot a taxi coming toward me.
The driver stopped and I climbed on the car fast.
When I arrived at my dorm I hear Harper, Liam and Sasha talking about me and Bryan.

"Hey Mia, where were you? Where is Bryan?"
Harper asks when I close the door.

"In hell . Do you want to go there too ?" I shout as I grab my showering things and walk out of my room to go to the bathroom to get a shower.
When I finish showering return to my room hoping that Harper's guests are gone and she has fallen asleep but I'm disappointed when I see Liam still there talking with her.
"Why is he still here?
I don't want to find anyone except you in my room anymore." I shout.

"Miaaa! It's not my fault that you're angry.
So don't blow your anger on me.

"I don't give a fuck!
Just make him leave."

"Alright alright just don't yell at me anymore but tell me did Bryan do something to you?"

"I don't want to hear anything about that shithead."

"Omg he did!
Mia what happened."Harper asks concerned.

"Ask your cousin because I don't want to talk about it," I say as I'm laying on my bed

"Where is he?"Liam asks as he stands by the door.

"At the beach. He is at the Chestnut beach. I respond without looking at any of them.

"Ohh okay then . I think I should go now Harper soo good night girls. Liam says as he closes the door.

"Mia are you okay?"Harper asks as she tries to remove my blanket from my head.

"Yeah I'm okay ." I say with a sobbing voice even that I'm not.

"I'm so sorry that I brought him here. I really am and I apologize for his behavior but you should be like this because this it's not the first time he's doing this ." She says as she rubs my back.

"I know ! I know guys like his type but he said something that he shouldn't about my past." I say while tears fall from my eyes without my permission.

"Miaa ! Come here."She says removing my blanket and hugging me.

This time I hug her back crying on her arms and she hugs me tighter.
There is something strange about this hug because it doesn't feel weird as I thought it would be. It feels so good, just like the times when Emma hugged me and I fall asleep on Harper's arms.

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