Park, 03

chapter thirty-five:

Yona's

naka-pout akong kumakain sa harapan n'ya, akala ko pa naman sabay kaming kakain

aishh! bahala na, gusto 'kong kumain s'ya, ayokong matulog s'ya ng walang kain!

"Jimin?"

"Jimin?"

"Punyeta, gigising ka o bibigwasan kita d'yan?"

he yawned at tinignan ako. "kumain kana, ayoko namang kumain mag-isa." inabot 'ko sakanya 'yung plato n'yang may food na.

"i told you not to wake me u- just eat, jimin. ayoko ngang kumain mag-isa." nakapout 'kong sabi sakanya at inabutan ng chopsticks.

wala s'yang nagawa kundi kumain na, "uuwi kaba kapag tapos?" tumango naman s'ya.

But it's 1:06 in the midnight.

"Can't you stay here for, tonight?"

"if i can, then.. i can stay.. But if no, i can head to my condo, malapit lang naman d'yan.."

"aniyo, please stay, anong oras na." sabi 'ko habang kumakain ng kimchi

"i can lend you some clothes," hindi nas'ya sumagot at kumain nalang.

pagkatapos naming kumain, naghanap agad ako ng clothes, yung anak kasi ni tita na lalaki, may mga hoodie s'ya kaya.. why not borrow diba?

sweatpants and hoodie will do, mahilig naman siguro si jimin sa comfy clothes, right?

"here." inabot 'ko sakanya 'yung clothes, actually saktong sakto sakanya 'yung mga clothes, at walang mag-iisip na hiniram n'ya lang 'yun.

"maligo, magpalit or whatever, kung anong gagawin mo, nandito lang ako if you need something." umupo ako sa bed at nagpost about something

I yawned. Pumasok naman si Jimin sa loob ng bathroom, i heard the shower open kaya baka naliligo s'ya. I sighed remembering what happened earlier.. Shit shit shit he hugged me right?

teka bakit ba parang kinikilig ako!

stop it yona, hajimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

keep calm, keep calm. that's nothing.

wala 'yun, simpleng hug lang 'yun, simpleng yakap. As a friend lang 'yun Yona!

'stop crying..'

'don't cry, i'm here.'

He smiled! He fucking smiled! tangina napaka oa ko naman letche! But he smiled! SMILED!

Tangina oo, ako na oa, ako na pero hindi ako maka-get over! Buset na ngiti 'yan Park Jimin!

Simpal 'ko 'yung sarili 'ko baka sakaling nasa panaginip lang ako, "hindi ako nasa panaginip."

"tanginang ngiti 'yon, park jimin! napaka-big deal para sa'kin! waaaahh!" inis na sabi 'ko at nag-taklob ng kumot, "puta totoo ba'to?"

"woohh, park jimin why are you making me feel uneasy! pesteng ngiti! pesteng sweet words!"

"stop thinking about him yona for god's sake! hindi ka pwedeng mafall! masakit sa bangs ang makaroon ng lablayf! jusko! jimin bakit! bakit!"

"wag kanang ngingiti, mamaya please.. naiiyak na'ko, ohgod napaka-oa ko naman!"

"keep calm yona, keep calm."

"inhale.."

"exhale."

"inhale."

"exhale."

"inhale."

"exha- what are you do- ay park jimin!"

binato ko kaagad s'ya ng unan sa gulat 'ko, tumawa s'ya ng malakas dahilan ng pag-iwas ko ng tingin sakanya, buset jimin! puta!

"what happened to you? you looked like.. you did some sort of crime!" he laughed.

mamamatay nayata ako sa tawa ni jimin, please contact the number 696969696969 to send some prayers and help! jimin's laugh is killing me!

"ano 'bang nangyayari sa'yo." tinaasan nya'ko ng kilay, "w-wala." sabi 'ko, "goodnight!" nagmamadali 'kong sabi at nagtalukbong ng kumot.

"goodnight, yona."

bwiset ka jimin, bwiset!