The bad in me, I see
You see it too, my flaws
I fight with the fact that what it is that draws you,
Is the confusion I give you, my empty eyes, my hate and disdain
You feel and want to heal my pain
You want to fix me, make me right
But I am so far gone, it scares me
Seeing how little I care for anyone
Watching anyone fight to know me, is tragic
Nothing can make me whole again, nothing but magic
No fairytale can bring me back
Your words don't sit right with me
Because I know them to be true
but what can I do?
When all I do is push them aside, knowing no difference can be made
Good luck trying to burrow into my life
You will only find an void inside
Able to suck you in, bleed you dry
Draining your energy, until your love dies
How am I to change?
No idea, someone tell me how?
Someone go back in time and change my life, make me better, figure out where it went wrong
Then call me and tell me it will be ok
And I will love you, truly and honestly
Until then, stay at arms length, for your own sake.
No Date - found in my notes...
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