One Night Stand || Qian Kun

VI

When someone so important left us , we miss them. Or we think we miss them even if their presence in our life wasn't actually a good thing.

But in reality we don't miss the person. We miss their actions , the memories , the time we spend with them.

Human beings are slaves of their habit . When someone becomes their habit , it's really hard to forget them.

Everyday every night every moment they tend to think , " what would have happened now if the person was with me now ?"

This kind of feelings stops us from moving on and our grieves take over our brain.

Unless something else or someone else replaces the past.

Not necessarily the healing process needs another person ..
Most of the time a person needs to heal themselves .. alone.

But often we got someone as broken as us and two broken person heals together ...

Lucky those who get them.. someone just like a mirror to them.

Until that... They need to hang on there .. really tightly.

" Glad that she is doing fine "
Kun turned his phone off and put it inside his pocket.

He was coming home from restaurant and decided to scroll Instagram sitting in traffic. Then he saw Lanas pictures.
He was happy for her .
But a small part of him also missed her badly.

That all took to make Kuns mood down , appetizer gone and craving for alcohol.
He didn't have shift in bar so he decided to go to the conventional store and buy beer.
Can't get drunk and boozed cause he has work the next and Satansoo will kick him if he doesn't show up.

He bought two cans of beer . After paying he was about to leave but his eyes fell on a familiar figure sitting at the corner with high Ponytail , round glasses a book on the table which is being flipped carefully , a chopstick in mouth with blackbean noodles infront and a plastic plate full with grilled sausages.

Kun chuckled seeing the doctor who is definitely eating shit .

" I will tell you again , the foods you are eating is definitely not ideal for a doctor.."

Riam looked up and smiled a little seeing Kun.

" Too lazy to cook "

Kun sat across her ,

" Did I disturbed your weird eating and reading session ?"

Riam flipped the book closed.

" No... It's fine actually. "

She looked at the beer can and smirked ,
" As a chef you shouldn't drink this too.."

Kun smiled,
" Had a rough day.."

" I can relate .."

" I can see that... Work pressure so much huh that you are eating and reading at the same time in a conventional store ? You didn't even bother to take the food home. "

" Well.. as I said.. too lazy to even clean anything.
Actually my hospital selected me for a doctors competition . I need to sit for exam and score high to get the scholarship. If I succeed then I'll be joining an international Doctors conference in France. That's why I'm studying. Don't wanna miss the chance. "
Riam said excitedly.

" Wwooaaahhh... Great .."
Kun exclaimed and took a piece of sausage.
" Ohoo.. sauce and black paper with pinch of sugar .. basic sausage fry."