Now That You're Gone [Hiatus]

Tzuyu/Sana's Diary

tzuyu

it has been 2 months ever since that man took a picture of mei and i on the beach. right now, i am so happy to say that I'm finally dating her.

mei has made me really happy.

she made me forget about my past with jyp and what happened with sana. she understood my situation and helped me get through it.

do i still think about sana?

of course, i do...

do i still have feelings for her?

i'm not sure.

all i know is that i am in love with mei and will be looking forward to spending the rest of my life with her towards the future.

sana

i broke up with dahyun.

and it did not anger me one bit.

all i think about these days are tzuyu. i think about her all day and all night. and that girl... who is she?

it's been two months and i still have not figured out how they are related to each other. i keep hoping every single day that they aren't dating.

but chances are... they're probably dating.

i can't shake the feeling that she's with someone else. i wish i could just run to tzuyu and tell her that i love her.

i hate myself for not realizing that she was the one for me and now i pay the price.

i won't give up on her or us.

i deserve my own happy ending.

and i know that ending includes her in it.

a/n: should i update again tomorrow?