Marriage: Austin Mahone Fan Fiction

Chapter 28

(Your POV)

Robert is taking forever with my phone charger and I don't want my phone to die. He said he would be here about thirty minutes ago and my phone is on seven percent. Then finally there was a knock at the door. I rushed over and opened it to see Austin.

"What to-" I said realizing who it was "Why are you here?"

"Because I need to apologize" he said.

"I really don't want to hear it, I need your bestfriend to bring me my phone-" he held up my phone charger taking me by surprise "charger" I said finishing my sentence.

"He told me" he said lowly.

"I specifically told him not to and look what he does" I mumbled to myself.

"Here" he said handing me a rose with a tiny card tied to it "Don't open the card until you hear me out, please"

I tried to hide the smile on my face, because I remember when he first proposed to me he gave me a rose with a card on it saying

'I love you more than you'll ever know, I hope you feel the same and say yes'

It was confusing at first because I'm thinking say "Yes" to what? and then less than ten minutes later I understood when he proposed, but we past the marriage stage so what could the card say.

"I'm gonna say sorry, but I know I've said it a million times and you don't want to hear it again. I've taken you and everything I have for granted, I don't understand why I act the way I do, but I am sorry. Since we got married I've been acting like a complete ass and I know you're tired of me apologizing for it and not long after we make up I do the same thing again. This is exactly why I was afraid of getting close to somebody, because I know I'll end up screwing everything up and hurting the person I love because of how messed up I am. I was hoping that would be different, but apparently it isn't and I'm constantly taking that out on you. All that stuff I said this morning wasn't true and I didn't mean it, I got carried away because you brushed me off. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you, but I know I constantly do things to make you want to leave me. I'm so sorry I said all of that to you and I hope you can forgive me" he said looking back up at me.

"Thank you for my charger" I said and he sighed and nodded his head.

"Goodnight" he said.

"Goodnight Austin" I said closing the hotel room door. I was about to put the rose on the table and go to bed, but then I remembered he said to hear him out and then open it. I pulled the card off without breaking the rose stem.

'I will love you Forever and Always even if you don't love me'

I closed the card before the tears streamed down my face, the fact that he remembered that from nine years ago. I mean I didn't think he forgot about it, but I wasn't expecting him to put that in the card of all things.

On our wedding day after we left and when we got in the car to go to the huge boat that we stayed on for about 3 weeks, he told me that today starts our lives together and that he would love me forever and always even if I didn't love him.

I got one of the tiny cylinder vases off of the counter and took the other flower out and put the rose he gave me in it then I sat it on the table. I went into the bedroom and balled up under the covers still holding the card in my hand. I continued to cry for I don't know how long, just letting everything out that I didn't even know I had cooped up in me for all this time. The more I cried the sleepier I became, not even noticing it I drifted off into a deep sleep.

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The next morning I woke up and was directly hit with a headache. I guess it was the after affect of my intensive crying last night. I opened my hand and the card was still there, it was just crumbled up. I opened it and reread it thinking about what I'm going to do. He's a hot mess to be honest, but he's my hot mess and I deal with it because I love him just like he deals with me when I overreact and get emotional.