I 100% understand that I am fat and should die. I understand that cutting is socialy unexceptable, but I do it. I understand there will be haters. I understand life sucks. i understand you think I am looking for attention, I am not. I am just doing what I have to do. I am just doing what makes me feel better, what makes me feel like I can breath. If that isn't okay with you then I don't really have anything to say other then you complain that I cut and am fat in a horrible way that makes me want to cut more and eat less isn't okay. You never have tried to make my life easier, I wouldn't expect you to. I do expect you to stop calling me fat and asking me to just die. I am fighting for life as it is. I don't always want to live, but I am tryng my hardest. I can't always handle the hate, but I try. I will try to go to the gym more, eat less then the none I already eat. I will not though try to die though, atleast not yet. Sorry for the random ness I just don't understand certain things.
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The Cut
Документальная прозаSo this is a story. It is about life. Not like a journal but more of a description of what people can do to people. I am tired of hiding.
