Entry 13 (Part 2)

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I wasn't able to write about what happened after that. So, I'm sorry.....?

I came back home and I felt miserable. Even my elder sister noticed that!

"What happened, Emily? Are you okay?" she asked.

"I guess not." I replied with a huge sigh.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" she asked.

"It's fine. I'll go to my room now.." I replied and ran towards my room.

I locked the door and started crying. Yes, I'm writing my diary right now, in my room.

Okay, here are my updates for what happened next.

I totally forgot the fact that Lauren was coming. So, when the doorbell rang, I was confused of who it could be.

I opened the door and freaked out.

"WHAT THE FU- Lauren, what are you doing here?" I asked like an idiot.

"Ummm, you wanted me to come over, remember?" he said laughing nervously.

"Oh, right. Thank you so much for coming..." I said.

And then, I told him what happened.

And yes, he was so shocked when I told him that I did what he told me NOT to do. But, he still supported me.

"Okay, I know that what you did isn't good at all. But, I'll still support you since you're my best friend," he said with a bitter smile.

"Best friend?" I said twirling my hair.

"Uhhhhh....n-no....I mean, YES! Yes, you're the best friend I could ever have...Uhhhh.." he said.

Okay, I know that Lauren can be pretty shy and awkward sometimes. But, this boy says the sweetest things I have ever heard. So, I'll give him a pass.

"Ahaha, you should know...that you're my best friend too....You're really kind, and sweet. I wish I met a long time ago." I said smiling and holding his hand.

If you were wondering why I held his hand, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA EITHER. I JUST FELT LIKE IT.

"I think it's about time I told you my secret...." he said.

"Okay, tell me!" I said desparately.

"I think I have feelings for you, Emily," he said in one breathe.

WHAT THE- I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EARS! Also, his face was as red a tomato. He was blushing 100% and he was covering his entire face...

"Y-you like me....?!" I said.

"Y-yes, I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have said that. Now, our friendship is ruined right? You don't want me? I know, I'm socially a-awkward and weird. Why would you want a g-guy like me...? I appologize." he said covering his face.

I covered his mouth.

"WHAT THE FUCK, LAUREN? Don't say that! I think you're the sweetest person I have ever met! You treat me like a princess, you always listen to my problems, and you support me in the time of need! I can never hate a person so nice! And also, I just wanted to say-"

"Say what?" he asked.

"I love you too, okay? Deal with it! I thought that I never had feelings for you. But I do!" I said yelling.

"Can I ask you someting?" he asked nervously.

"Sure." I replied with a huge smile.

"Are we a thing...now? Or...are we just friends?" he asked.

"Does this answer your question...?" and then I pulled his collar and kissed him.

He took 2 seconds to process what I was doing to him and then he kissed me back.

"D-did we just kiss?" he asked while covering his face with his hands.

I was blushing too, actually. It felt so good and my heart was pounding.

"Y-yeah. I can't believe we did that." I replied smiling.

"C-can we do it again?" he asked.

"Hmmm....tomorrow." I said while holding his hand.

Yes, it felt good but a I wanted to play hard to get ;).

He looked at my hand and kissed it like a gentleman.

"Aww.."

That was when his mom called on the phone. So, he had to go back home.

I kissed him goodbye and he left.

Ahhh I felt soo happy! But right after that, I realized that I had major problems to solve!

Lucy, Alex's textbooks, the ICT assignment! God! Why does school even exist!

On the bright side, I finished two goals for this year.

1. Get a best friend.
2. Get a boyfriend.

Also, my best friend IS my boyfriend!



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