Witch or Human?

Entry 15

I WANT TO DIE IN A HOLE.

Why???? Because I got CAUGHT. Yes, you're reading this right. I GOT CAUGHT. HOW DID I GET CAUGHT? I HAVE NO IDEA. I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!!

Okay, so basically, what happened was Lily and I were sitting on one of the lunch tables and we were discussing about our horrible act. Of course, she was acting like it was all my fault! So, we started arguing a bit and then a hand touched me and it was - GOD DAMN IT!! IT WAS ALEX!!

"I knew it." she said with a horrible frown.

"K-know what?" Lily replied.

"You guys were the ones who ripped my textbooks!!" she yelled.

"Wait, I can explain Alex!" I yelled.

"Shut it- I don't want to hear anymore stupid shit coming out of your mouth. I cannot believe that you did this to me. How could you?! What happened last year wasn't even my DAMN fault! And yet, you decided to rip up all of mah famn textbooks!" she yelled.

"Wait. Alex let me explai-" I muttered.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP, EMILY. You were my only friend and you decided to fuck it up. Well, this was all your plan wasn't it? You planned to pretend to be my friend and then betray me, right??!"

I couldn't say anything because before I could say anything, she punched me! And it hurt okay! I stumbled and fell to the ground and I didn't realize that Lily was standing behind me. She fell down too. And I was hurt. I was trying to hold back my tears. Also, my face was red.

Everyone was staring. Including Lauren. Yeah, my boyfriend wasn't happy either. He was sitting in the top right corner of the Cafeteria and I was sitting in the top left. He was really upset. He was trying to hold back his tears.

Literally everyone was staring at me and Lily. A girl even yelled, "You guys are horrible! Nobody should be your friend!" And yes, everybody threw their food at us....which meant a food fight!!

Lily and I got under the tables and ran towards Lauren's desk. Then I took both of them near the Janitor's closet.

"I-I don't know what to do, Lauren..." I said desparately.

"Don't worry, I understand. Everything will be alright." he replied with a nervous smile.

"Do y-you hate me for this, Lauren?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"No, I don't. But I'm a little dissapointed. Don't worry, this will not cause any problems between us." he said.

"UMMM HELLO????? AM I INVISIBLE???" Lily started screaming all of a sudden.

"No, you're not invisible. But this was all your idea. And you threatned Emily. So, I lost all my respect for you. Quit being such an idiot. Being bossy and rude isn't cool at all, Lily." he said.

Yes, Lily and Lauren started arguing and when I couldn't take it anymore, I ran to the bathroom infront of me and started crying.

[WARNING: Some disturbing stuff ahead. Some viewers might not like this shit.]

I had a razor in my pocket and yes, I STARTED CUTTING MYSELF AGAIN. I finally calmed down and then came out. Lauren was waiting for me.

He hugged me and said, "What did you do in there?"

"N-nothing :)" i replied.

"Oh, Emily, do you think I'm dimb? Show me your hands."

"N-"

"Show me your hands!"

"N-no"

He pulled me hand and...."What have you done!! You have a **** in school?! Get rid of that! And why did you do that to yourself!"

"Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay......" I started crying again.

"Get yourself together, Emily. This isn't completly your fault!"

So, then he took me to the nurse's office.

I got nervous. Right when he was about to open the door, I pulled him aside and said, "Are you going to tell the nurse about ny habits?! Don't!"

"Don't worry. Nobody will know about this."

He took me inside and started talking about this!!! What the heck!!

The nurse agreed to keep it a secret and started applying bandages on my hand.... and Lauren walked out of the room...

It was prettty awkward. The nurse was pretty nice though.

We had a decent conversation and she said that I could tell her if I face any problems.

My mood lightened up a bit but I spoke too soon....

Alex was heading to the Principal's office to tell him about what Lily and I did to her textbooks. THIS MEANT THE END OF ME. RIP EMILY.