“(n.) The wordless, meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something but are both reluctant to do so.”
Ms Sunset:
After that long summer of knowing you, we never talk much after. We crossed paths again but all we did was to keep on looking from afar. I don’t know if I was just feeling delusional but I always caught you trying to steal some glimpse of me. As I tried to stare back, you looked away and honestly it made my heart felt crestfallen. We both knew there was love but we chose to stay reluctant. We’re both afraid of what people might say and even though we’ve already acknowledged each other’s feelings, we both knew we’re still afraid of commitments. We understood it both well and so we move forward leaving our love in the memories of the past. As I bumped into you once again, all I can see is a stranger in your eyes where once I saw a soul mate.
Mr Sunrise:
I may hide a lot of things but I didn’t fake what I had and still have for her. It’s only her whom I can be true and she’s the only one I have given the privilege to see my naked soul. She have witnessed all of my vulnerabilities, my untamed thoughts and the demons that has been lurking inside me for so long. She have seen all of my worst parts but still she stood by. Everything she does made me fall in love with her but I feel like I don’t deserve such a kind and sweet girl. She deserves someone better so I stayed distant. Well, it’s the most stupid decision I made so far in my entire life because it ended breaking her apart. All I did was to disturb her calm and serene world and I’m so sorry for that. After a long time, she moved forward but I’m still here stuck in the memories of the past. As I bumped into her once again, her eyes still looks like coming home. But then again, I stayed reluctant still afraid of having commitments.
