The Pink Umbrella

-Strange girl-

Cole

"Anxiety Attacks? oh." I answered.

My fake heart sunk to the bottom of my stomach.

How can someone so beautiful be so non-perfect

This g- Sofia Santiago was the prettiest girl my dead grey eyes ever laid eyes on. she had long pin-straight hair that went do to her waist. bright-green eyes. her black hair really made them pop out.

she was pale but not too pale. standing at 5'6 and 3 quarters. she was so cute in her white turtle-neck and black skirt

I would kill anyone that tried to hurt her in a vampires heartbeat. she was different. she thought different. dressed different. dreamed different and all of the sudden,

her thoughts weren't visible to me anymore. I was so attracted to her but I couldn't be hers.

I would destroy her life.

my face showed emotion for a split second and she immediately caught it.

"What's wrong." she said this in confusion. I haven't showed emotion on my face since my mother died and she changed that in a few words.

the control she had over me almost scared me. I wasn't used to not having the wheel.

"What nothing, i'm not who you should worry about right now." i answered firmly. 

"You shouldn't be worrying aboiut me either. We dont even know each other." she chuckled.

god damn it. I can't even read her thoughts to know if feelings were mutual.

 The most scary thing was that she still had no idea... what I was.

"What!" she said almost scared.

"I want you so bad but can't even have you." SHIT COLE. you just fucking said that.

"But what if i wanted you too..?" she exhaled. 

i pulled away the hair in her face. "i still cant.."

she was confused kind of upset in a way. "wait what why."

She was different from the others and I knew if i let go, I would mess up.

"You're important." i tried to compell her but- "What the hell." she said "Uh what." she saw something.

"what are you doing!" she whispered. shit uh.. "There was something in your eye." she chuckled and I smirked. 

I picked her up "Let's get the hell out of here gorgeous." her cheeks were in flames. 

 She wrapped her arms around my neck and squealed. 

I walked out with her in my arms and we layed in the middle of the road. 

I can still feel the tension between us both.

She was still afraid of me.

"Your still afraid of me why?" I said gazing at the sky by her side.

"You have a dangerous feel, but it makes me want to get to know you more." 

her saying this made me not know how to react but check boxes started to check as i asked more questions.

She really wasn't perfect, but perfect in her own way.

"Hey.. um, guy?" Oh shit. she still doesn't know my name.

"Cole." i said.

"Cole." she smiled

"So yeah?" she never finished what she was gonna say.

"The real reason I had the anxiety attack asn't because of you." she sighed.

The weight on my chest was lifted I was so happy. Then immediately it dropped again.

someone or something else caused her attack.

I turned over to look at her seeing her hair was spreaded all over the road soaking wet.

"Then what did.?" I ask with fear.

"Before i got into my taxi, my sister called me." she started. "My childs uncle is dead." 

"What was his name..?" I asked trying to sound intrested.

Of course I was but all I can think about was her blood.

The smell of her blood was sweet and the softnest of her skin showed the texture of her blood.

creamy. which is very rare in a human. 1 in 300 million. 

Its a urban legend that humans with that creamy textured blood was supposed to be unaware angels.

And after meeting Sofia, it was the first legend i actually believed.

her neck was so hard not to bite into. her heart beat became slow. she was calm but hurt.

then my heart sunk "Dean holan, he really was a great person." she sniffled

oh my fucking god.

This is actually all of my fault she will forever have an empty spot in her heart because of me.

But how, Dean chose him over his fiance.

fiance as in Sofias sister.

so maybe the horror I done was for Sofias own good.

That's a whole other side of hell we don't need to get into. 

If you dont understand, every year 5 of my kind including me as one of the 5 are chose to ask 10 people each if they would either kill themselves or their significant other

if you chose one and gave a reasonable answer of why you live.

anything else you die.

why you may ask. 

if you think about it only evil would spare their lives after everyone else because they're phsycotic.

Don't get me wrong, I am to.

but everyone is in there own way, mine is just more evil than most peoples.

I feel something on my dick as i come back to the real world.

Sofia wanted to have sad sex.

as much as i wanted to i knew i couldn't. She is afraid of me.

She should be. 

Because im afraid of her and her control over me.

luckily she couldn't control me when she wasn't okay.

I decieded to bring her back to my house and let her spend the night.

I picked her up and she fell asleep again. I quickly put herin the back seat so she can lay down

as i went to my side of the car i was disturbed by an ugly presence. 

"Hello brother."