DESTINY (taehyung ff)

BREAKING💔

Y/N POV
I have been looking for tae for the past 15 minutes and can't find him anywhere. I am walking down the hallway when I hear voices from a room that is supposed to be empty. I open the door to find tae and Young jinah in the same room. Instantly I am surrounded by a feeling of dread.

"Tae? What are you doing here?" I ask looking at him.

He turns around with a stoic face but I can see the weight of the emotions behind them. Dread grips my heart and something feels out of place.

"Tell her oppa. I can't pretend anymore."Jinah say wrapping her arms around tae's arm and he doesn't push her off.

"What's going on here tae?" I say in a shaky voice and he stays silent. He finally speaks after a minite.

"Y/N...I'm with jinah now. Sorry but we can't be together anymore." tae says coldly with not a hint of emotion in his voice.

I feel my heart crack just a little bit and denial sets in.

"T-That's not true....That's not true is it tae? You're pranking me aren't you? Please tell me this is some sick prank tae." I beg him as I move towards him.

"No it's not. I don't love you anymore." tae says.

I feel my heart crack more.

"This is wrong. Did she say something? That's it isn't it? She's blackmailing you right? Right tae?" I look at tae barely holding back my tears and sobs.

"I said I am breaking up with you Y/N. Get a grip of yourself and Get AWAY FROM ME and try not to ruin Liam and John's wedding."

Tae screams as he storms out the room with jinah following him. I lose all feeling in my legs and collapse to the ground. I hear a faint crack before my ears are ringing and I feel lightheaded.

What was that sound? Was that the sound of my heart? I feel a pain resonate from my chest as if to signify the crushed particles of my heart pricking my skin from inside.

I hear Eonjin's voice. She's right in front of me but so why can't I hear her? She shakes me and I realize that I have been sitting on the floor since tae left.

Tears won't fall from my eyes but I can't feel any part of my body either.

"Are you okay? Is something wrong? It's time for the wedding. John oppa is waiting for you." she says.

"Try not to ruin Liam and John's wedding." his voice resonates in my head and the pain in my chest grows heavier.

"I'm fine. Let's go." I say and send a small smile to her. She looks at me with concern as if to say that she doesn't believe me. I give her a look that says Later and she nods as we go to where John is standing and waiting for the doors to the chapel to open.

I take my place besides him and prepare myself. He's there. On the other side of the door. Don't break down Y/N. If you just get through this you'll be fine. You'll be alone. A voice in my head says.

The door opens and John and me start walking towards the chapel. There beside the priest stands Liam with tears in his eyes.

However my eyes find their way to Tae. He looks at me and our eyes lock. Everything is lost. I can't read the emotion in his eyes but every second that I look into his brown orbs I feel the tiny pieces of my heart turning to dust.

Please let this be over. I beg to god over and over. As soon as the wedding ends and reception starts I congratulate Liam and John and rush to my car.

I drive home and enter it. Memories start replaying in my head. Every corner of this place holds a piece of tae for me. I turn towards the kitchen and the morning when tae clung to me while I made breakfast replays in my head and the dam finally breaks.

I feel the hot tears wetting my cheek as I stand there silently letting the tears flow. I can't even think or feel anything anymore.

Why? Why is my life always like this....

Is my last thought as I sit on the kitchen floor with my face between my palms and tears streaming down my eyes.

Taehyung POV.
I force myself to say the words as Y/N stands there confused.

"Y/N...I'm with jinah now. Sorry but we can't be together anymore."

I LOVE YOU....Y/N

"T-That's not true....That's not true is it tae? You're pranking me aren't you. Please tell me this is some sick prank tae."
I feel my heart crack.

I'M SORRY....Y/N

"No it's not. I don't love you anymore."

I LOVE YOU.....Y/N

"I said I am breaking up with you Y/N. Get a grip and Get AWAY FROM ME and try not to ruin Liam and John's wedding."

STAY...I LOVE YOU...I'M SORRY....Y/N.

I storm out of there and shut the door. I find a washroom and scream in frustration. I let my tears out and wail. I sob brutually.
What have I done...please forgive me Y/N but I need to protect you and everyone else around us.

I make my way to the chapel and stand beside Liam after calming down. Before Liam can say anything the door opens.

There walking down the aile is my angel. She looks so pale and yet so beautiful. Our eyes meet and every second that I look into her eyes I feel myself losing a part of myself.

As soon as the wedding is over she rushes out of there and all I can do is watch her leave as numbness surrounds me.

So this is what BREAKING feels like....

"What did you do?" Eonjin's voice sounds from behind me and I break down.

"I ruined everything Eonjin...It's over it's all over." I wail.

I feel two strong arms around me and look up to see Jimin hugging me and all our friends standing there with a heart broken expression.

There are sounds of noise and music outside. There are happy cheers exactly opposite to the feeling in my heart right now.

"Tell us what happened?" Liam asks.

I tell them the whole thruth barely choking out words between my sobs. Liam and John don't wait even for a minute before running out of there.

The others stay silent watching me as I sob and wheeze while crying. Suddenly I feel very lightheaded

"I can't live without her Jimin. I don't want to live without her." I whisper as I  am consumed by darkness.