DESTINY (taehyung ff)

Father?!

Y/N POV
It has been 4 weeks since I arrived in America and in these four weeks I have developed a good bond with the members of TXT.

I am their favourite noona as they like to call me but I still can't help myself but thing of everyone back home.

'Home'. Before I realized it Korea became home to me and everyone there became family. I still don't know how I am gonna face everyone once I return. Specially taehyung.

I love him. I tried to convince myself otherwise and tried everything to forget him but he refuses to get out of my end. Hence, I concluded that Kim Taehyung is the one man in my life I will never stop loving irrespective of what he does to me.

I am currently packing my luggage in my apartment since we'll be returning tomorrow after the concert.

*Ding dong* The bell rings breaking me out of my taehyung trance as the boys of TXT like to call it.

Them visiting me a night before their concert has become a ritual. I told them to rest but they never listen. I sigh and turn to open the door.

"I told you boys to rest up, didn't I?" I ask without even bothering to look up at who is at the door.

"Is that how you answer the door these days? What if it was some thief?" a familiar gruff voice sounds from behind me rooting me to my spot.

I turn around to find the one face that I have longed to see affection on for a long time.

"What are you doing here and how did you find me dad?" I ask hate clear in my voice.

" Ouch! Is that how you treat guests?" he cocks one eyebrow at me and walks through me to the living room making himself comfortable.

"Since you don't know how to treat guests...I'll have a glass of water please." he says with amusement clear in my voice.

I clench my fists and walk into the kitchen. I bring a glass of water and place it in front of him.

"Have this and get out." I say rudely.

"Ow. Okay. How've you been honey?" he asks like all those years never happened and tears sting my eyes.

"Yeah well you'd know if you'd ever actually been around." I say angrily.

"Sit down Y/N dear. There is something I have to tell you. I know your hate towards me is justified but please just let me explain. After all there are always two sides to a story." he says.

"Nothing you say will justify ignoring and controlling and ruining the happiness of your children's lives." I scream at him as tears start to flow down my cheeks.

"Not even if I tell you that I know the second side of you loverboy's story for leaving you?" he says making me freeze.

"Sit Y/N and listen to your old man for once? Please baby." My father says weakly making me notice his teary eyes and his wrinkled face.

He used to be so strong and dominating but now he looks weak and a little too old for his age. It seems as if all his stress and work load has taken a toll on him. Pain stings my heart for my father and I sit down in front of me.

"This had better cover everything or I'll never speak to you again." I say and all of a sudden my fingers seem so interesting to me.

" After you mother's death I was broken. I had lost the love of my life and I had the two of you to raise. I didn't want you to lack anything. So, I threw myself into work. At that time your step mom was my secretary and spending all that time with her had me completely fooled. I believed that she might be able to fill in your mother's place in all of our lives. Only after marriage did I realise her true colours.

By the time I found out how she was taking control of your lives when I wasn't around both of you had already distanced yourself from me. So, I took that control from her because at least under me I knew you'd be safe.

Then I made that mistake with your brother. His friends and so called girlfriend were scheming against him and I found out while running a background check on them. My only regret is in order to protect your brother from that hurt I let it hurt my relationship with him. At that time I hadn't realized how this would hurt him more.

I made the same mistake with you dear except this time I took away something good from you. Forgive me sweetheart. Forgive me." he says while holding my hands.

The weight of his words dawns on me as bile rises up my throat. Taehyung loves me but my father's dirty little schemes forced him to let me go. My heart aches at the thought of tae.

He had to make a choice and let me go. It must've hurt him so bad.

I pull my hands away from my father and hurt flashes in his eyes.

"What did you do?" I whisper while looking at my hands. My taehyung , the love of my life was hurt because of me and I was selfish enough to notice only my pain.

I was so stupid.