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people think she pretends to have anxiety and depression just to get attention, but when that's not true she tends to hide it with my smile and act as if her life is okay when she constantly think over and over about leaving this place, yet Doesn't have the gut to do it. Mean while her 'friends' don't do anything but just ignore her and her signs of help that she is gives them. Instead of her signs of help its just annoyance building up because of her. Except for one friend who looks at her from afar yet doesn't say anything and maybe it will just go away. Who knows how long it will take for it to go away
Y/n loved to talk. She loved to laugh and smile even if she was shy. But nobody cared, nobody wanted to listen to what she had to say. It always ended in her to be quiet because she was annoying. So that's what she did, she was quiet, it didn't mean his thought or head were silent it was loud and wanted to get out but just tired. Tired of not being listened to. Tired of holding in what she has to say. Holding back because he didn't want to upset anybody.
And look at her now locked up in my room lying next to the wall and cutting myself over and over again until her arms was filled with cuts even cuts that trailed to her whole arm. One of the reasons she relieves her pain and damage she causes inside and out yet she can't do anything but look weak and pathetic in a way.
Think about the incident from earlier y/n pulled her hair in sadness and anger taking up her body While blood dripping from her arm but she couldn't care less
Why can't you do anything right?
Goddammit, y/n! Even your friends hate you!
Y/n breathed in a shaky sigh, already feeling her eyes starting to tear up again
That's not true?!
Y/n pulled her hair even more, her body curling up into a ball arms making its way towards her legs as her knees toward her chest. And her head buried in her knees, body starting to shake slightly
She could feel her throat starting to come out short, throat stabbing almost wheezing, tears falling down as the voices get louder.
" stop, stop , please , please!" Y/n exclaims loudly
Having another pain attack while trying to fight of the voices that are getting louder and louder
Sorry for be posting this so late I haven't had time to write but yea I'll try to most more soon :)
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Short StoryA depressed girl suffering from abuse physically and mentally because of her parents and friends. But no one knows about it because her smile and act of happiness that she puts on every single even if it hurts... Angst will be shown throughout the...
