"Long Way Home"

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Don't waste your time on me,you're already the voice inside my head. 

 

Depressed. Everything was pulling me down. You couldn't read my feelings anymore. How moody life is,one second you're all happy,then people try to destroy your destination. My feelings were cracking up from Him,were desperately in need to hear his precious answer,that answer is my entire life. He didn't care,he was just staring,stalking every move of mine,while I was drowning,but I have nothing to hold on into,just drowning in my own tears. It was all breaking too fast,screaming and bleeding stupid heart. You don't always get what you want or what you want to hear. I fell in love too fast,without knowing the meaning of this word. But who knows it huh? Everyone tries to get away,fade away,scared that just one little word like this,would mean the whole life,world,sky,and ourselves too. Humans are the only reason,that love bleeds and hurts,sometimes,makes you smile like a fool,standing all day right,face to face to a window,thinking,what If he means it,would it be forever,can Love lasts forever,or it's just a period  when we all spend a good time together and then we easily say goodbye?! Are we too close being just strangers? Luke was my first,I hoped he could be my last,but teenage love right? I guess,sooner or later,you have to forget about all,move on like nothing happened,nothing was said,"I love you" was never heard..I'm not like that,can't escape from my memories so easily,I'm a human. This is why the World has been created right? Life is a circle of hills being connected with mountains,so high but still too down,it makes you fall and break your little heart. Can fire plays with water? What a stupid retoric question,when you already feel like you know the answer. No,because she is made to destroy him,rip him alive,being his worst nightmare,it isn't easy,but not too hard to. 

I haven't even moved any little bit of centimetre away from my cold spot,am I dead enough? Some little piece of metal,was ringing through my jumper,which made me even more scared but still,calmer.

-Hello?

Wow,my voice was being heard like It was the first time I was using it. 

-Ariana! Where are you girl?! Where are you now? I'm in Paris,-a very ringing voice said. 

-Oh,Oh no! It's,it's my dad!-I barely whispered to Luke,-what are we going to do now?! 

Messed up world with even more messed up feelings. Luke was acting just like a statue,from the first time he walked in this place of Earth. I wouldn't blame Him. I mean,my father was going to kill him,that's all what he has ever wanted to do,but,but maybe Luke could explain it to him that he loved me too much to be real,as much as all the sky above us! But the question is:"Would my dad let Luke explain or straight into the Civil War?" I wouldn't be so sure about it,I just don't know. 

-Uhm,hehe,dad,are you alone? -I cleared my voice,not wanting to sound anymore like  a freak or hopeless child,even If the truth is the opposite.

-No! Luke's mother accepted to come here too,also,to take home his son,-he answered,-now,where are you exactly Ariane?! 

-Oh my Lord! He has came here with your mother too! What now?!

I could tell,I was whiter than the snow now,dead feelings and empty stressed minds,welcome to my World. 

Luke just shrugged,was he kidding with me now?! But,as long as he had his mother and his protecting angel,his father,nothing could ever make him unlucky. 

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