Beyond The Sky (A Luke Hemmings Romantic Novel)

"Young Blood"

My love is tragically selfish. 

I  cannot breath without  You. 

I wish I was either in your arms full of Faith,

or that a Thunder bolt would strike Me. 

00:00

Hold on my darling. It's already midnight,throw a wish up at the marvellous endless Sky. Too tired? Of what? Too numb? Shut down all those feelings,shut down all the whitness. Shut all the memories Off. Shut your Heart?! I'm sorry that I feel like a Human. Hopeless,death soul,human.But darling,here I am now,right beside a window,feeling like I'm wasting with You,right beside our symphonie,right at the shadowing rain. Phenomenon the way  our love was,how did it turn to ashes,did It? Such a bitter Skinny love of ours,which Heart was right? None,because they used to beat like One..

My head rested slowly and deeply into my father's black window as the rain was my only hope now. Thinking too much,who will ever cause a Fight,only for taking my Heart ? I was lying all this time,I do ever feel athirst for glory,how powerful is this sinking feeling? It isn't that I'm feeling proud,why would I? I'm lost and it's too late for someone to come and save me,especially from who I'm supposed to be..

-Dad..

-I know..

-No,I..I just,do I still have that wanted permission to still meet Him?

I started to play with my cold,sweaty fingers,as my palms were shaking,wow,Luke,you lovely epidemic person..in the whole Univers.

-It wasn't his fault,I..I made him to follow my stupid regardless mind of mine!

I watched my father's eyes,full with..warmer?! I just wanted to scream right now,I just felt like it,I guess it's from happiness?! 

-Do what your heart leads you In.

He was decided than ever. I think,Luke is the pigment of Happiness. He didn't save only Me,he influenced in a man's paralyzed,unworking,dead feelings. Now I understood it all. I guess...I guess it's meant to Be.

-You're old enough to take your own decisions and I promise to You that I'll never going to put my nose in everything..in your relationship,of both of You. Luke is a great guy,so I think..

I didn't know what to say,I shouldn't say anything, because that was the only thing I wanted to hear,for such a long period,for too many  long  harsh battles. Here we started again,but with different directions and thoughts. As I heard the sound of the car of my dad,entering a huge "lifeless" mansion,I knew I was in Home. What is this kind of happiness that is boiling right now,here,inside of a dead,pale,lonely girl?! I know,I am breathing. Did I rise up,again? I remember all of the Falls I've made,because all the walls of my life,have been builded from these,but rise ups,eh,hard to think for the answer of this unanswered,since I born question.

I am feeling as the Sky is moving down to my shoulders,creating a wish,a dream that I never expected to be apart of the boring reality,of the world we all live in,I thought it was going to stuck only in my relationship of my World. 

-Ah,dearly mother House,I missed you so much!!-I said as I pomped  in my comfortable red couch,my dad smiling from behind. This is a good way to start,a good way to change.