Sophia
There are five stages of grief they look different on all of us but there are always five.
Denial, which is what I felt when I got the call.
Anger, what I felt when I couldn't say goodbye.
Bargaining, is what I did when I told myself it was just a dream.
Depression, what I felt like for the following days, weeks looking at my moms empty room not hearing her voice her laugher.
Acceptance, something I don't think I've accepted fully.. but it's the only thing left to do to fully heal.
You see I've never really been a fan of birthdays at least not mine I mean I get it it's the day I was born but what about when someone passes and it's there birthday?
Like today it's my moms birthday.
I keep asking myself how can I celebrate her birthday when she's not here anymore it's only a reminder that I should've cherished the last birthday we spent together even though I didn't know it was the last.
So now looking back at it, it only hurts it really fucking hurts.
Realizing that the person I loved the most is gone just like that and how it just happened so suddenly.
I sigh trying to forget or just shake how I feel although I know that's not possible.
Then I get up from my bed I really wasn't in the mood to go to school so I went downstairs where Hope was eating breakfast with Ethan.
"Morning." Ethan says and then Hope turns to me.
"Morning." I tell Ethan back with a fake cough.
"Hey, you okay?" Hope asks me right away.
"Uh, no actually I feel a bit sick so I think ima just stay home for the day." I tell her and she looks a bit worried.
"Are you sure? Do you need anything I can stay if you want." She tells me but I shake my head.
"No it's fine, I'll be fine." I tell her with a soft chuckle.
With that I make my way back to my room and throw myself in bed the bed I'm planning on laying in all day.
Avoiding the unavoidable.
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Josie
Today when I had woken up I received a message from Sophia that she wouldn't be going to school. To be honest she had been acting off the past couple of days.
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