I need you to love me

Let's be normal

It's just been a day since we had sex. Matt's hardly spoken to me, I think he's doing it on purpose. Maybe he's embarrassed about what he did the other day, but to be honest I never thought about it again. He's probably thinking 'She saw me naked, we had sex. Oh shit, did I look okay? I'm gonna avoid her, I'm too embarrassed.' He's so body conscious, but I don't know why because he is actually really sexy.

I hear a knock on my door, went the hell is Matt knocking on my door? I get up from my bed and open the door. '"Hey stranger."

"Shutup Lucy. I'm just feeling really embarrassed," He says looking really awkward he let's out a sigh.

I walk up to him and give him a hug, "Matt I was really impressed by your body and there really isn't anything to be embarrassed about. Remember that I love you and nothing will change that love I feel."

"Really...wait how did you know it was my body that was bothering me?" He looks really confused.

"Matty, you do know that I listen to every word you say and I have actually known you for 2 years and you ask me how do u know?" I look at him with a pissed off expression, "Come on Matt."

"Sorry Luce."

"I don't really know why your sorry to be honest, I was just saying. And speak to me okay, let's be normal, sex is over."

"Okay then." He looks really confused and he raises an eyebrow at me. I don't get that.

I give him a small kiss and sit back on my bed, I look at him expectantly he was saying something; that's why he came here anyway. "Well...."

"Oh, someone knocked and said to give you this," He gives me a small note and a tiny parcel.

What, I am not expecting this. I take it from him and read the note, it's from Jay; my primary friend. In the parcel there's a tiny bracelet. I hope he's not trying to get me, I've already got a boyfriend and I lost my virginity to him.

"Who was it?" Matt looks at me with interested eyes.

"A fucking idiot from my primary. Dick, who does he think he is?"

"Wow calm down, just chuck it in the bin," Matt says with a laugh, I can see he just wants to laugh and laugh at me.

"Go on laugh Matt, " I say, smiling at him. He laughs so hard, am I really that funny when I get angry.

"So are we normal then?" He asks me still laughing.

Wait, wasn't that my point. I'm meant to ask him that that's what I'm stressing with him."Yes silly, come on let's go watch tv." I thinking we're getting better thanks to mem if I never brought these thing's up they would never get sorted. It shouldn't really be like that.