I Know What It's Like To Be Dead | Beatles Fanfiction

Chapter 19

John's POV
After our trip to the beach, we went to a little restaurant to have dinner. I noticed that every time I even touched Hannah, Alex would look away and focus on Paul. They occasionally shared a kiss, that's when it was my turn to look away and turn green of jealousy. It became a little game. Making each other as jealous as could be.
After dinner we headed back to the hotel and said goodbye. "Don't be too loud tonight" Hannah said before walking into our room. I could see Alex roll her eyes, and slam the door as she walked into her room.

I grinned and got in our room. Hannah was undressing, and getting ready for bed. I sneaked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her middle while burying my face in her neck, taking in her scent. "Do you want to go to sleep already?" I mumbled against her neck. "Of course not" she answered, while turning around in my embrace. I looked at her and pecked her on the lips. She smiled. "Remember the conversation we had, when we went to that party with Paul and Alex?" I nodded.

She told me that night that she was ready for me to take her virginity. That I was the one for her and that she actually wanted me to do it. I told her to wait that night. But that was months ago, so maybe -

"Do you still want me to take your virginity, then?" I whispered against her lips. She nodded and I pressed my lips on hers. I unzipped her skirt and let it drop to the floor. Hannah wrapped her arms around my neck, as I picked her up and walked over to the bed. I laid her down on the bed and crawled on top of her, not separating our lips for even a second.

Hannah's POV
This was it. I bit my lip as John was taking off his clothes, he was now only wearing his boxers. He got on top of me and kissed me. "You're sure,right?" I nodded "Yes." He smiled. "Look luv, it's going to hurt just a little and I'm incredibly sorry for that, but just remember I love you, right?"

"Okay, no problem. I think I can handle it"

He nodded and kissed me again. I was only wearing my underwear but before I knew it, John had unhooked my bra and tossed it to the side. He kissed my neck, and left a trail of kisses till he was at my belly. He slowly took off my panties and tossed them away while mumbling "we won't need those for a little while".

He looked up at me and smiled.

Alexandra's POV
I rolled over to face Paul. He was already asleep and looked so peaceful. I placed a kiss on his nose. I tried to focus on Paul only. John just did this to get me back for what happened yesterday.

"Don't listen, focus on Paul, don't listen, don't listen, don't listen, ..."

I sighed and rolled over on my back and stared at the ceiling. I felt a flash of jealousy go through my stomach. I could hear Hannah scream John's name.
I rolled my eyes. I heard everything and I was getting sick of it. Or maybe I was getting sick of the jealousy. I didn't know anymore. I heard John moan and groan every time the bed hit the wall.

I couldn't stand it anymore. I got up and locked myself up in the bathroom and decided to sleep in the bathtub.

I really loved Paul. I loved both of them, and I honestly didn't know how to handle it.

A tear rolled down my cheek. "Stupid cow" I whispered to myself as I wiped away the tear. At least their noise wasn't audible in the bathroom.