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Lili Reinhart [1]

LILI REINHART | Fem!Reader

i actually don't know

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[onze]

*this is a long one*

Lili's POV

I remember that day like the back of my hand. The day I first saw you, I couldn't even remember when I stopped thinking of you. Ever since that day, I have been wanting to see you again. The way your y/h/c shapes your face perfectly, the way your y/e/c eyes light up when you find something amusing, the way you listened to my every word when I spoke. The way my body feels when you look at me is indescribable. Just by your name, my entire body reacts in a way it has never done before. The smirk that tugs at the corner of your lips does things to me. My breathing picks up whenever you come closer to tease me and the last time you did, you completely took my breath away.

I remember that part of the night the best. My senses collected everything they could and I never let it slip out of my mind. Your lips tasted like sweet strawberries and bitter cigarettes. The smell of the smoke on your leather jacket intoxicated my nose, but I didn't care. I remember your y/e/c eyes staring into my blueish green eyes. Your hands touching me as if I was a piece glass that will break when touched harshly.

You invade my mind every single second. It has been a long three years and I still am wondering if you have forgotten about me. Honestly, I miss you so much. I miss your smile, your eyes, your smell, your laugh. That laugh. It lit up my entire day just by hearing you laugh that summer night. The way your eyes wrinkle at the corners of your eyes for laughing at something I said makes me smile harder than before. Your voice, so smooth and calming. I could listen to you all day and I wouldn't even try to go to sleep. I just wonder where you are, if you are ever coming back to me. All I need is you and I really miss you and I want to see you again.

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Lili abruptly stood up from her bed at the sound of something hitting the outside of her window. Cautiously walking towards it, she took deep breaths. The blonde girl unlocks the window and pushes her head out to see a y/h/c haired girl in a leather jacket.

"Hey, I was wondering if you have a lighter for my cigarette." The girl asks Lili, waving her cigarette box in the air.

Lili furrowed her eyebrows in confusion at the stranger, "I'm sorry, I don't know you."

"Oh, you don't? Well, I thought you'd actually know me since I do cause a lot of trouble in the past few weeks." The girl shrugs her shoulders before opening her mouth to speak up again, "It's Y/n, by the way. Lili right?"

"Uh, yeah."

"Do you want to get out of here? I can hear the yelling and it sounds like you could use some fire in your life full of ice." Y/n suggests to the blonde girl.

The blonde girl's features softened slightly and thought about it for a while before looking back down to the girl, "I'll be right down."

"I'll be waiting, princess."

Lili's cheeks turned hot, and she immediately popped her head back in her room. Her hand touched her cheek to feel the warmth from hearing the new nickname the other girl gave her. She slammed her windows shut and rushed to her closet to pick out comfortable clothes to wear.