Begin Again (Under her book 2)

Part 9

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After umiyak ni lisa . Tumayo sya then look around .
She wipe her tears at sinimulang linisin ang mga kalat .

Pero habang nag lilinis .
Hindi nya mapigil ang luha nya na kusang tumutulo.

Maraming tumatakbo sa isip nya.
Pakiramdam nya mababaliw na sya pero merong parte sa isip nya na kasalanan nya to kaya mag tiis sya .

After nyang mag linis.  Agad syang pumasok sa kwarto at nag higa.
She burst into cry while hugging jennie's pillow.

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Next morning

Lisa woke up with the smell of food .

She stood and walk headed to the kitchen and saw jennie .

Then she remember the last night
She approched her wife and hug from the back but jennie push her.

"i told you don't touch me" jennie said at binagsak ang plato sa lamesa .
"kumain ka na.  Saka ka na umalis" she said and walk headed to her room then lock the door

Lisa tears almost fall .
"don't feel that way lisa.  Its your fault.  You deserve that pain" she said to herself

After eating.  Nag asikaso na sya habang si jennie ay nag simulang mag hugas ng pinagkainan nya at nag linis .

Lisa appeard from her room .

She saw jennie na busy sa pag lilinis.

"jennie?"

"may kailangan ka?" jennie look at her

"m'maaga kong uuwi" she said

"wala kang lakad after work.  ? Baka may mag hintay sayo sa bar" jennie said

"jen--"

"alis na" jennie cut lisa's word

Lisa breath heavily and aprroched jennie then she peck jennie's cheek and leave. 

Pag labas ni lisa.  Jennie sit on the couch.  Then her tears fall .
Ayaw nyang pahirapan si lisa . Nasasaktan sya sa ginagawa nya pero mas nasasaktan sya pag nakikita nya si lisa at na aalala nito ang mga ginawa sakanya .

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Bfore lunch.  Jennie called her friends para ayaing mag lunch sa bahay. 
Pero ang nakapunta lang ay ang tatlo since gabi pa sila mabibusy . Habang si jisoo naman ay nasa office

"jennie? Umiyak ka?" ireen ask after mapansin ang mata nya

Jennie nod

"nag away kayo?" chaeng ask habang nag lalagay ng mga plato"

"kagabi" jennie shortly said

"kinompronta mo?" seulgi ask

"well . Nag sent ng message sakin si bambam.  Bff nya.  Tapos basta lang ako pinapunta sa lady's bar kagabi tapos pina deretso ako sa vip room . And there .
I saw her . Fucking with random girl again" jennie tears fall . She wipe it immidiate and sit .

"anong sabi nya?" chae ask

"nag sosory sya.  Di nadaw nya uulitin.  Na babawi daw sya wag ko lang sya iiwanan" she said

The girls nod

"ano ng plano mo?" ireen ask

Jennie breath evily "wala.  Di ko naman maiiwan . Mahal ko e"

"e ano lang gagawin mo?" ireen ask

"ewan.  Di ko naman sya kayang iwan. Promise.  Di ko kaya" jenie said