Shattered Wonderland

Chapter 19

Its been a month since school started everything has been nice Matt finally has his bike. I hardly talk to Jake I try to avoid him as much as I can. Although Having 5th period with Matt and Ryan is fun they really hit it off they're the best of buds now. *sigh* But we're supposed to be working on our science project I roll my eyes as they continue talking sports. I stand up "what's up?' Matt asks I smile at him "bathroom" I walk out the classroom towards the bathrooms. Splashing water on my face I walk back out and bump into the last person I'd ever want to see right now. I try to go around her but she blocks my way "so it's true your back" irritated I snap "what of it?' she chuckles "oh playing tough now, well isn't that cute. I know it was you who got between us, if you hadn't told Jake about our little talk we would still be together" she really thinks I'm the reason they're not together shes delusional?!? "I didn't tell him shit!" she looks mad "yes you did that's the only reason he left me!" shes seriously obsessed with him why is it always me who deals with that idiot's crazy ass girlfriends. I'm dead tired of this shit. "Are you stalking me or something?" I can see her body shake in anger "how dare you" she lifts her hand swinging down to slap me but before it lands I grab her hand "you will never hit me again do you understand!?!" her eyes widen in surprise I tighten my grip around her wrist. "Now I'm only going to say this once don't you ever bother me again got it" I push her to the side stunned she stands there for a few minutes but regaining her composure she quickly leaves.

"Wow, the kitten has claws" I turn around and find him leaning on the lockers. "What are you doing here?" he shrugs "just passing by" before I can say another word he simply walks away. He really infuriates me I head back to class. "You ok" I look at Matt "peachy" he looks at me worried I don't feel like answering any more questions and sit down. I keep thinking about him. Damn it! I can't do this anymore everywhere I go I see him, deep green eyes just there watching me. "Matt I have to go to the front office real quick can you cover for me next class" lifting an eyebrow he doesn't seem convinced "sure...just don't take to long" I smile "thanks you're the best" giving him a hug I walk away. Now, where the hell could he be I look everywhere, no sign of him inside the school. Shit! Where could he be? Maybe?! I quickly run outside towards the field I look around and don't see anyone. Suddenly my nose twitches I smell cigarettes I follow the scent behind the gym

Turning the corner I see him deep in thought leaning against the wall wearing dark jeans and a tight white shirt that outlines every muscle nicely. Damn it Ali snap out of it I shake my head taking a deep breath I walk towards him "I've been looking for you" I point to him taken by surprise he drops his cigarette he stares at me I feel my body begin to heat up "really and whys that?" he reaches into his pocket pulling out a pack and grabbing a new cigarette "I'm sick and tired of seeing you everywhere I go! You need to stop following me around" he stands up straight. shit, he's pretty tall! Is confronting him really a good idea? I'm beginning to regret coming to look for him. He Flicks the cigarette aside he then walks closer to me "you see I don't think that's true" he grabs my chin it sends an exhilarating jolt throughout my body I've felt this before! "you're crazy about me you just don't want to admit it" my eyes open wide "Crazy about you HA. I think your delusional" raising his eyebrows he tilts his head "Oh really" smiling he grabs me, in the blink of an eye he has me with my back on the wall. His arm against the wall leaving little space between us his right hand still holds my chin "should we test out your theory" his eyes look at me hungrily there's this predatory feel to them but somehow I'm not scared, I don't feel the need to run away. Letting go of my chin He leans closer pushing me further against the wall. His lips brush softly against mine sending that jolt throughout my body once more. Pulling me in he kisses me it was rough and hard yet I liked it?! I place my hands on his broad chest a small moan escapes my lips. Which in turn encourages him to deepen the kiss. I couldn't bring myself to push him away. Something about him is pulling me in. When he pulls away I'm out of breath I feel my cheeks flush I turn away trying to hide my face. "You can't say you didn't feel anything Ali..." I turn to look at him slowly he runs his knuckles down my cheek his eyes were sad somehow searching mine for an answer. Taking a deep breath he closes his eyes when he opens them again they look stoic. Letting go he walks away without another word. My hand tries to reach for him but I quickly pull it back. He looked so sad I had an urge to hold him in my arms. My heart tightens i watch him walk away.