Chapter 15
I can feel the butterflies in my stomach trying to think how I would explain this situation to James. I’m not even sure if I can explain it to. I know I can’t use the excuse “I was to drunk” because that is always an excuse it might be true but that doesn’t mean its right to say at the moment.
“Look James I’m not going to tell you was I was to drunk it might be true but it’s not a proper excuse.” I told him with sincerity dripping from my tongue.
“Okay then tell me a different excuse one that better then ‘I was to drunk’” pure anger radiating off of him.
“James look I was new I didn’t know anyone but you and you were out to get me. I didn’t have that perfect life back home and Justin kind of showed me that I could be loved. It’s not like I was getting any from you-“ I started off telling explaining.
“I’m sorry about that”
“It’s okay. It’s just he was being nice and I thought that would be the closest thing to a relationship I would get before I was tied down to a jackass-Sorry- mix that with alcohol wasn’t good and things got carried away I don’t even really remember what happened that night I can only give you a educated guess on what was going through my mind at the time. But now at THIS moment I love you” I said grabbing his hand with tears streaming down my now wet face. “At this moment you might not love me back and even hate me for carrying your best friend’s baby, but I do love you and I’ll give you your space until you figure things out but I hope you can forgive me and know that I love you and never meant to hurt you.” I gave him a kiss on the cheek and got up to leave but I felt a tug on my hand.
“Layla I love you too, and I can see that you’re telling the truth and sorry for it too. I remember the day you started feeling sick that I was worried you had this weird look on your face. When you feel asleep I looked in your draw and I saw those pregnancies tests I knew you had to have been pregnant and how I was not the father because we never did anything. I told you that I would love the child as my own, but I also never thought it would be my best friend’s. I would still love him or her as my own. It might be weird at first and then again when she gets older and starts asking questions but in other words I forgive you and I would stand by you for the whole thing.” And right there right after his speech he pulled me to him and kissed me. It started off slow and loving later turned into a more passionate and lustful kiss. He lead me to the bed and gently like I would break any minute put me on the bed. He leaned over me and was on his elbows to keep his weight off of me.
“Oh! I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to interrupt.” Lily said coming in the room. My face turned beat red and I just remembered.
“James we have to tell your parent. And I know your mom knows but we have to tell her how it’s Justin’s.” I whispered
“Aw shit” he said
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Not so stereotype arranged marriage
Ficção AdolescenteLayla Brown just got her life together when out of the blue she's in a arranged marriage to a guy she doesn't know and has to move 3 hours away by plain from family and friends. How will she survive and would love ever find her. You'll have to read...
