Forty Nine.

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And we're back!

Some of y'all be making me feel like a slave with your ordering me around. I can only type so fast on these updates lmaoooo I'm human. I been binge watching 90 day fiancé with big Ed and Rose so I been slacking.

Is there drama in here? Ehhh kind of? A little sprinkle but nothing serious. For real this time.

Enjoy and excuse any mistakes...

Faith's POV

"You went shopping today." Dave stated when I came in the living room with bags in my hand.

"I did." I smiled and put them down.

"What did you get?" He peeked in one of the bags.

"A little of this. A little of that. You know. Nothing too serious."

He pulled out a onesie and he side eyed me. "You pregnant?"

"No." I laughed.

"Well who is this for? Imani is too big for this and so is Tyler." He said referring to our new godson.

I took it from him and put it on my chest

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I took it from him and put it on my chest. "Isn't it cute? I got it because it was so adorable. It came with little booties and a hat too." I showed them to him.

He chuckled and put his attention back on the tv. "Okay Faith."

"Whatever. You don't understand." I grabbed all the bags to take them upstairs.

I've been having some major baby fever as of lately. I try not to let it get to me that I'm struggling to conceive but sheesh. A little boy would be nice.

Okay okay. Let's move to another subject. I shouldn't even be talking about it. I know y'all tired of hearing about it. Ummm let's talk about....how I've been wanting to go back to work.

Before I get into it, I'm not complaining, I'm expressing how I've been feeling. I want to make that clear.

Being a stay at home mom is cool and all but I'm bored. This is not fun to do every single day. I want to go out and get some money like Dave. He gets to travel for work and all I do is sit here and feel like a housewife from the 1950s.

Yes, I'm home more so I don't miss anything but going to work was my time away from being home. It kept me busy. I was stressed but I truly enjoyed what I did for a living. My only problem was how time consuming it was.

I was thinking maybe I could even work part time. I mean Imani is starting the potty training process then she'll be ready for preschool. I'll be home all by myself doing nothing.

I also don't want to start resenting Dave and getting upset with him because he can do certain things and I can't. I've been thinking about all of this for a while now but haven't brought it up to him.

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