Open Wound//A Demi Lovato Fanfic

Give Me The Damn Blade

Demi wrapped me into a hug and suddenly I felt her dig into my pockets. Shit! No! I have to get loose before she finds it! How did she know!? I tried getting loose but it was no use, she was stronger then me. "Demi no stop!" I screamed but she already had the blade in her hand. "Aria why?" she asked. "I need to be in control....thats the only thing I can be in control of. I just needed a release." I said staring at the ground refusing to look her in the eye. A tear rolled down my cheek but i quickly wiped it away. "Look what are you gunna do huh? Ground me? Take the blade? Send me away? What? Its not like im not used to it already. I-i dont know what to do! My whole life is just shit and people just expect me to suck it up and deal with it but how do you deal with the fact that youve gone unloved your entire life and beaten ad abused and just get up and say eh whatever. I have nothing to live for! Nothing! So this blade will at least keeo me alive." "Did I ever stop you?@ she asked turning the blade around in her fingers examining it." "Yes.." I said looking down. "But once your raped and have bruises where no one should have bruises and litterally every single part of your entire body jusy aches and your energy drained and your just fucked up some girl isnt going to keep you strong." Demi snapped her head up to me. "Some girl?" Shit. "I-i mean before i learned you were my mom. I dont know. Im sorry Demi, mom, whatever. Look just give me the blade and we can go back to our lives and-" "Im not giving this back." She said putting it behind her back. "Why not?" "Because your hurting yourself Aria, do you think thats okay?" I stated down at the ground playing with my hands. "Ya up until now I guess." "Well its not and I wont let you do it again, do you understand." "Ya."

"Hey whats goin on here?" Nick asked jumping into the doorway. Demi looked down and held up the blade. "I cant do this I cant." I said quickly getting out of the room. "Im gunna be sick." I said running to the toilet with Demi and Nick running after me.

I sat holding it staring down at it. "Aria dont do this." Demi said "Your worth so much more then-" "Give me the blade." I said. "W-what?" "You heard me give me the blade." "Are you crazy im not giving this to you i-" "Demi seriously! Do you think im actually gunna sit here and slit my wrists in front of you? Just give me the damn blade." I said getting annoyed. Surprisingly she handed it to me. "Thank you." I said standing up and dropping it into the toilet and flushing it. "Heres to nee beginnings right?" I shrugged. What am I getting myself into?