Open Wound//A Demi Lovato Fanfic

This Is Me

Hi, i'm Aria, I dont know my last name, and i'm your basic life hating teenager.

Well, okay maybe not exactly. I'm 13 years old, 5'3 and 78 pounds. I'm saying all of this because it get's checked every two weeks.

When I was a baby, I was given up for adoption. I've been in foster care ever since I was about three and a half and let me tell you, it's hell. Not to mention I have to be checked all the damn time by my doctor to make sure my weight stays up because of my eating disorder. Oh yeah did I forget to mention that? I'm anorexic.

I have been since I was nine, but people only found out about it around four months ago. A social worker had come by to see how I was doing and my foster mom at the time told her that I never wanted to eat and my weight was dropping fast. After being completely checked out head to toe, I was sent to a therapist and doctor and boom, I was classified as anorexic. I lost the best foster parents I ever had, and life has been pretty down hill from there. No one really cares though. I mean why would they? Ive been told I'm worthless a million and two times and I know they're telling the truth because why would they sugar coat it?

But I still do have one secret no one knows about thanks to long sleeves and simple bracelets. I cut.

Cutting is the best feeling in the world. It takes pain away, makes you feel good, and sometimes it even gives me a bit of hope some how. I know it sounds weird, slicing your skin open to feel happiness, but you cant really understand it unless you've gone through it too. It's all about control and feeling something. Taking all my anger and sadness out on myself and releasing all theemotional pain i'm constantly put through. All my life people just through me around like a rag doll, and I can never fight back, so I fight myself.

But anyway I guess if you wanna hear more about where life takes me, read on.........IF YOU DARE!

Jk this book isnt cursed or anything pft.

Or is it?

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First chapter ehhhhh
Okay dont worry this book'll get better I pinky promise.
I just needed to get the basics out.