My Experiences With COVID-19 (Completed)

Month 6: Talking In YouTube Live Streams

Me: Durning month six which is still in June, I was starting to get involved in some of Sonic Ships live streams on YouTube, which I thought was so cool how he or any YouTuber could live streams and I wanted to do them too! 

But there was only one problem, I have to have about one million subscribers in order to do my own live streams, which I think is stupid and unfair! What about supporting the little guy or girl with only two hundred and twenty six subscribers? Well, I guess I'll just have to work even harder on my YouTube channel, and hope that my Gangers will keep SHARING IT! Please! 

Anyways, I was actually having talking with other people, like always even though I'm talking with them over the internet, but I guess that's the way life is nowadays. But during one live stream, something kind of exciting happened to me, I was asking questions to Sonic Ships or also known as Brain his real name, and I noticed my YouTube name is now blue with a little wrench next to it. I asked him why it was like that, and he said that I'm the official moderator of his live streams, which means I look out for any spammers or mean comments in the live stream chat. I was so happy that I told him he can trust me! I'm very trustworthy! I was happy, I mean, me? Becoming a YouTube moderator? Wow, I could not believe it, this is the best thing to happen to me since starting my channel, getting one hundred to two hundred subscribers, and even becoming outstanding citizen of my TSA school! Which of course, those were pretty great moments too, but getting this noticed? Especially by another YouTube who has 3.5 more subscribers than me? It felt like I was cloud nine, but during the next few weeks, it only got better. 

The next few weeks, I was on another one of Sonic Ships live streams, talking with my new live chat buddies, when suddenly a role play started happening in the chat, I thought "role play, huh? Well, I guess I'll play along, it'll almost be like in a theater play, except online." So, I played along with the role play until it ended because the stream was slowing starting to buffer, which sucks.

But during the role play, my girl-friend MLGConcrete got hurt  and a guy named Dark Sonic was going off to fight some unknown evil, I played along, and told him to be careful. He kissed my cheek and then left, I slightly blushed. The battle was over and Dark Sonic saved me while holding bridal style and then took me out to dinner, kissing me on the lips and declaring that he's my new and first official boyfriend! What?! Me? Finally out of single Pringles club after the last nineteen years? Yes! But wait! I really had to think this through for a second, was this really real? I mean, it was just for the role play, just all part of the act, right? 

The next day after, I told my mom, my godmother, my best friend Freedom and my good friend Pyper everthing that happened during the live stream the night before. They sounded pretty excited for me, well, my friends did anyways. Asking questions like "Who is he?" And "What's his name?" So I told them, but I also meantioned that all this happened in a live stream chat role play, so there's no way this is real? But is it? To be honest? I actually kind of hoped I wasn't dreaming, and hoping that maybe... This is for real. I mean, of course I know I'm not ready for romance and I've still got my young life ahead of me. But then again? I really do want this, Everytime I see those romance movies or see that my gal pals have boyfriends and I don't, it makes me feel kind left out. 

But even if this isn't real and it was just part of the role play? I don't care! Whoever Dark Sonic was, I actually still wanted to be with him! I don't care if anyone found out! I don't care if this happened on someone's live chat! If somebody finally likes me for who I am and somebody finally noticed me! Then it's worth it! Love is love! Which means I wanna be loved! Luckily for me, Brian was coming out with another live stream, which means that I can finally get my questions answered. Or can I? 

The next week pasted and Dark Sonic wasn't at the live stream, I waited and waited and waited but he didn't show up, now I know how Juliet feels waiting for her Romeo. This annoyed me. "Making a girl wait huh? Well I'll show Dark Sonic a thing or two about a black girl waiting!" 

Then the next, next week pasted and this time he showed up! But then, my friend MLGConcrete told me that Dark Sonic had changed his YouTube name. It's like that from the old movie Rock-A-Doodle. "No wonder we couldn't find him, he's changed his name!" This time, it was Miltion Bluedale, which I guess was pretty cool, it definitely sounds cooler that's for sure. But since he "stood me up," in the last live stream, I decided to tickle him for not showing up, but I eventually forgave him and kissed him on the cheek. Then I asked him if this whole first official boyfriend girlfriend thing was really real? Or if was only part of the role play? He said it was part of the role play, but that it was also in real life too. Which only meant one thing in my head.... 

"I'm finally not single anymore! Yes! Yay! Whoo Hoo! Yeah! Alright! Go me! Go me! It's your birthday! Yippee!" I was so happy, it may be over the internet, but it still counts as me finally finding someone, or better yet, they found me. Just like my big brother Robert always said they would, hehe! 

Though, I did look him up after he subscribed to my channel and followed me on Instagram and I found out that he's a white guy, who looked to be around the same age as me, nineteen. But to be honest? He, didn't exactly look as cute as I thought he would be. "Oh well, beggars can't be choosers." I thought to myself, but even with that, it's still kind of sweet. 

Then, as June was slowly ending, we got some shocking news from my godmother. She's didn't sign a new lease, whatever that means, something to do with the house that we're staying in with them. Which means we were leaving a little sooner than later. Which made me really think something... "We're going home? We're going home!" That, I definitely couldn't wait for.