Will You Perform With Me?

Chapter 10

.•Past?•.

     "(Y/N)..."
I heard my name.. it sounded so familiar. The memories of my past life were etched in my mind. Muzan... a name itself that is covered with blood. A name that has killed countless of lives and ruined many as well. I... no we were all working together to kill him.. the demon who started it all.
     I started hearing faint footsteps from behind which startled me from all the thinking.
     "Hey.."
     I quickly turned and sudden shocked filled my eyes. The person who was standing in front of me was... me? I was at loss for words. The person was my past self.
     "You're-" I staggered as I stood up slowly. "Me..?"
     It was my past self for sure. I remember myself so clearly. My own face.. the slight of pain in my own eyes and the haori that draped around my knees. Along with the sword I used to protect all my loved ones including... Tanjirou.
     My past self stood silently in shocked as she observed me. I was now in modern clothes and I could tell my past self knew I'm our reincarnation.
     Her pained face softened and she gave me a faint smile, "I see.. (Y/N) is everyone alive?"
     My heart throbbed and then more memories started flowing in my mind. Giyuu. Rengoku. Uzui. Sanemi. Muichiro. Mitsuri. Obanai. Shinobu. Himejima. Kanao. Zenitsu. Inosuke... and Tanjirou. All of them and many others.. they were all past allies.
     I didn't notice but tears were now rolling down my cheeks. "Y-Yes," I said with a smile.
     It was now my past self to cry. She cried as she smiled and looked at me, "Please (Y/N), take care of them..."

     "(Y/N)!!!"
     The dream once again vanished and I woke up to find myself still being carried by Giyuu.
     "G-Giyuu.." I stammered out but was then given a sudden hug by him.
     "Thank god (Y/N).. you were crying and I just didn't knew what to do. You were so quiet on the ride back home, but as soon as I carried you off the train you started crying."
     "I-I'm sorry.." I still wasn't sure what to feel right now. Everything just came so sudden and now I know everything.. just like that. "C-could you put me down?"
     "Y-Yeah." Giyuu gently put me down.
     "Giyuu.. do you believe in reincarnation?" It was sudden but I couldn't help but wonder if he also remembered.
     "I do.." he answered and trailed off and stared at me. "(Y/N).. did you dream about your past life?"
     I looked at him in shocked, "I did.. do you remember as well?"
     "Yes. Actually all of us do.. except Tanjirou." He looked forward and started walking. We were now walking back to my house. "We asked him but he didn't have a clue so we all agreed to not tell him anything else."
     "I see," I was pained.. Tanjirou and I were a couple in our past lives. The fact that he hasn't remembered anything yet made my heart throbbed.
     Giyuu must've seen my expression so he kept on talking. "We all recognized you when you first came to this school. We all wanted to hug you, but we didn't want the freak you out of course. We also wanted to see if you knew your past memories or not." Giyuu paused for a second and looked up in the sky, "No lie... we were all worried that we would never see you again."
     "Everyone.." The thought of just seeing them hold their happiness from me pained me even more. "I have my past memories now and I'm happy to be with everyone once again."
     Giyuu smiled.. a smiled that I've never seen before even from the past life.
     "I'm glad to be with you once again (Y/N) (L/N)..."

     The rest of the walk home was completely silent. I was lost in my own thoughts. Tanjirou still hasn't remembered..? I wanted to hug him so bad, but if the others have kept themselves from telling him anything, I should as well.
     "(Y/N) we're at your house." Giyuu softly said distracting me from all my thoughts.
     "Thank you for everything Giyuu." I said as I walked up my front door.
     "I'll see you in Monday then (Y/N)." Giyuu responded and left just like that.

     Laying down in bed I had a ruff time trying to fall asleep. It was late at night, but my head was swarming. I was still at shocks with all the memories, but I knew from the bottom of my heart that they were all true.
     Turning myself I stared at my open window that showed the night sky of Japan. 'All of this must be destiny then. To meet everyone again.. to meet Tanjirou once again as well.' I thought.
     "Thank you god.. this is enough for me. I'm happy to see everyone again along with Tanjirou. Even if we don't end up together I'm happy to be a part of his present life.." Tears were once again coming, it pained me but it was my honest truth.
     I couldn't wait to see all my allies on Monday..

Published July 13, 2020
.• 870 words used•.

I'm very sorry for this short chapter
I'll make it up in the next chapter.

The past is something hard to talk about, but
(Y/N) and everyone else were very happy being able to live in a world without demons.

Just like Tanjirou. Kanao, Shinobu, and Kanae don't remember tha past. I will mention the characters that have yet to remember later.

Future chapters will be a bit hard to write since I've read the manga, but I'll change it up a lot to not spoil anyone <3

Author's Note

I'm very sorry for any bad grammar,,,
I haven't been able to write much due to being busy editing but this is an idol AU!! I will write about that soon, but just as my cover says.. this story isn't just a normal idol AU....

Also Tanjirou's birthday is on the 14th 🥺
(The edit on the second slide
of the cover is mine)