Heart Torment

07

This song's chapter is "Luck" by  American Authors. Sorry it has taken a while to update. Writers block I guess. See ya soon loves!! :)❤

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*Jamie's P.O.V*

I look over at my best friend admiringly, as she tries to eat as much as she can of her first full dinner after being discharged from the hospital (due to her unfortunate miscarriage.) She was in hospital for about a week getting the support she needed and deserved. Of course, she's still not 100%, but she's doing a lot better, bless her. I saw her smile for the first time again today, and damn that was an amazing sight to see. It breaks me when she hurts badly. It breaks me a fucking lot.

April paid her a visit earlier this afternoon and gave her a red velvet cake that Matt and her made. Ugh, Matt. It seems so weird that Matt is trying to get with Olivia again. It's been 12 years, and a lot of hurting, and he's just willing to try again, and with the person I love? Fuck, I love her. I really do love her. Fuckkk.

"It's nice to see you eating properly again. I know the last week has been hell for you, but I'm very proud of you for pulling through." I smile at her, as the waitress offers to refill my glass with wine and my hand passing it down.

"You can drink, you know? What happened to me doesn't mean you can give up on all of your normal everyday things." She looks up at me after placing her cutlery down, and calling the waiteress back over. A slight smile appearing on Olivia's face. It's only small, but it's a step forward.

"Who says I was not drinking because of you? Maybe I feel like staying sober, thank you very much." I wink at my blue haired idiot; shaking my head at the waitress  causing her to give me a confused look, and turning the other way. "You got enough room for some of that red velvet cake April and Mr Lloyd made you?" I push away my plate and take a sip of her fresh water.

"I'm not really that hungry, but you can have a piece if you want as I know that's the only reason why you asked." She rolls her eyes at me.

"Caught red handed...Well I should be anyway once I've devoured the beauty." I gasp with surprise after just realising my innuendo. Maybe it will make her laugh?

"Jamie darling, once you've made your decision, and I'm the one you want, you can do all of the devouring you want." She lets out a slight giggle, getting the sexual reference. Yes, she giggled! Result!

"You cheeky ass fucker." A chuckle appears from my throat as I kick her leg lightly. "What do you want to do this evening then?" Oh please don't do this to yourself Jamie. You're already making this harder than it is for yourself. You love Millie, she is your world. But without Olivia you would have never had gone up to her and spoken to her. She persuaded you to ask her out. She would hug you until you would say that you were going to, and kiss your cheek after playing with her bright blue hair... hang on.. she was flirting. You dickwad. All along she was flirting with you, and you were too blind to notice, Dornan.

"Watch a movie maybe?" She smiles at me with her blue hair covering half of her left eye.

"Any movie preferences? I'm not in the mood to cry at the fucking Fault In Our Stars." To be honest, I wouldn't mind what movie we watched.

"I knew you cried at it, you liar!!" Olivia practically jumps up and down in her seat with authority, before actually jumping up from her seat. Yes, she's alive again. "We'll see what the hotel has." Liv finally calms down, and grabs her coat from the back of her chair just as she stops for a second and looks down. No Olivia, come on. You've been doing so well.

"Are you okay?" I scoot over quickly and place her head into my hands.

"Y-yeah I'm fine. I just- don't worry about it. I'm fine" She smiles gently at me after I kiss her forehead, and I pull her into a warm embrace to try and make her feel better. It's okay to hurt, but you can do this.

"We'll get Taylor to take us home, I don't fancy walking back with you if in the cold. This way, you can also relax and have some rest for twenty minutes or so in the safety of the car." I pull back quickly and grab my coat before walking outside, holding onto Olivia's hand and getting into the car behind her.

"How is he already here? I knew he was fast, but I didn't know he was that fast." She looks up at me as I smile gently down at her.

"I asked him to stay outside in case something happened. I know nothing drastic did happen and you only had a funny turn, but you need to relax." Hang on, what just happened? Taylor stopped the car and let someone sit shotgun. It's probably someone from the organization he works with.

"Yes I definitely know her..." A very familiar voice says as they rise the divider... "Heya, baby." Jack looks back at us causing Olivia to choke on her water from the bottle in the car. Fuck. No. Not now. Olivia doesn't need this right now.

"Jack... on Earth? How did you know where I was?" She finds some words after her choking fit? and looks up at the jerk, scared. "And don't "baby" me, you left me because you made me... preganant..." She looks up at me, looking so pale like a ghost.

"We need to talk... stop the car." He says to Taylor. Taylor ignores him at first, but then stops after realising his safety is in Jack's hands.

"No. We really don't need to talk. Piss off." Liv rolls her eyes and looks up at me with hurt eyes. I instantly pull her into me and make sure her head is nuzzled into my neck. It's okay Olivia, it's okay.

"Just breathe. We'll be back at the hotel so you can relax and we can watch that movie before you know it." I soothe her; my fingers running through her blue hair. My eyes then looking towards Jack, and giving him the dirtiest look alive.

"Mate. That's my girlfriend. You're married." He stutters as I seem to be doing what he's meant to be: soothing his beloved during a hard time.