Heart Torment

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Final chapter loves of this one :( Sorry I was meant to post earlier, but Wattpad has been messing up with me for some reason. Any who, the song for this chapter is by one of my secret guilty pleasures, Amy Winehouse. She has such a beautiful and wonderful voice. So the song is "Tears Dry On Their Own". Thank you so much for all of your support loves. Lots of love, and until The End Of Everything. See you then and have a good one babes.

Yours Liv (:♡
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*Olivia's P.O.V*

"Come on Olivia! Push!" He shouts at me as I push my hardest to get this tiny human out of my body. "I'm fucking pushing!" I shout back before screaming. AHh. Fuck. You try pushing a baby out. You need to say the cliché thing, Smith! "This is all your fault!" I finally say to him before collapsing due to exhaustion.... Slut... You don't love him... You're just using him for your own happiness... You need him... No you don't...

"Liv, wake up!" I'm awakened. Damn. Is it Matt? Did I never leave? I look up with fresh tears in my eyes to see Jamie. He notices my tears and embraces me ever so tightly. "It's okay, baby. You're safe with me." Jamie whispers before nuzzling my hair with his nose.

"I l-left them. I left Matt again and led him on and used him once more. And little April, she's safer with him though. She wrote a report on me for her English class about how amazing I am... and that I'm staying with her forever. I'm the worst mother ever and it's probably good that the baby died as it would've had a shit dad and mum. Just kill me now." Please just kill me, Jamie. Please.

"Come here you," He picks me up and sits on the hotel bed and of course, pulls me into his lap. His strong and golden arms wraping around me and instantly making me feel stronger than ever before. "You can't live life trying to please others, if you can't even please yourself or do what you want for once. You have to respect yourself like I respect you. It'll get easier, baby. I swear on my life." He finishes and sways us back and forth.
Sweet sweet Jamie. Always listening and being my best friend. Why were we never together before? Because of his fame and Jack and Amelia. "Are you okay though? You came straight here and knocked very loudly on the door and then just collapsed. You promised me you'd be okay. I hope you are." Yeah, I'm totally fine with running off again. I suggested it, not you.

"I'm fine. Just a bit scared of where us and life is now going take me. I mean we can't run to anywhere but London as it's our home, and you're famous, so people are going to be continuously following you to get out all of the gossip that this involves." I move away and turn the room light off, and then go and open the room curtains to look out at the beautiful sunrise of Vancouver. Remember you looked at the beautiful sunrise in North Carolina with the man you have now abbonded twice. He still loves you, Liv. You truly broke both him and April before and now you've done it again. Just die already as you're so evil. Somewhat more evil than Jack. STOP MIND. Don't cry, don't cry! Too late... Damn you my fucked up mind.

"Hey, it's okay. We're just running from everything that isn't just us two. I'm sure the paparazzi would love to know about, but Amelia will most likely say all. We will have a normal life together. Just you and I. Together forever. Nobody can just stop being famous, I'm not just going to drop everything, so don't worry, baby. Sure it'll be hard, but it'll be so worth it in the end when it's just us against everything and when we're married in a couple of weeks." He whispers after standing behind me and wrapping his arms around me like always.

"What?" I choke startled.

"I want you to marry me, will you?" Oh shit...