Heart Torment

04

Hey loves. Chapter four right here. Yay. And this chapter's song is another one by The Wanted (oops) and it's "Heart Vacancy". See you next week. Sorry for the late update, btw. Love you!!❤

*Jamie's p.o.v*

I've just finished filming a scene with Dakota, and boy was it intimate. Shut up Dornan. Dakota has a boyfriend and once again you're still married and are trying to get your very lovely wife to forgive you as you fully know well you adore her like mad. You do love her, James, but you also love Olivia. Stop!

"Good work out there." Sam walks over to me with a water bottle in her hand, and a Dakota following behind her.

"Well I couldn't have done it without you and Dakota." I smile politely before they both walk off and into the tent that is provided nearby.

A few minutes later I see my best friend walk onto the set and sit down on one of the park benches. But, she looks different. Why? Because her and Matt both have bright blue hair once more. She's sat besides her twelve year old daughter, with Matt on the other side of April. She seems very friendly with Matt still, the fucker. Woah, shut up Dornan. I decide to text her and ask her to come over so we can have a quick chat about her obscure choice of hair colour.

"Care to explain the blue hair? You have a presentation in four days to persuade people to buy and publish your book." I lift a piece of her hair up in agitation. You idiot, Smith! I leave you for 5 minutes and you go fuck up your hair?

"Since when has the colour of someone's hair ever mattered?" She pushes my hand away, flinching as it causes me to pull on it accidentally from my grip.

"Olivia, this is the 21st century. Everything matters now-a-days. Even your tattoo makes a difference." I look at her intently, extremely pissed off. Wait... why am I mad at her? "Liv. I'm sorry for my attitude. It's just this whole thing. I don't want to lose you as a friend." I pull her into my arms quickly before she has a chance to react or respond. What is going on? I'm so confused.

"You should've thought of that before you let me fall for you. I love you, but I don't think your opinion on whom you love will change in a weeks time." Olivia looks up at me after breaking the hug and taking a step back.

"I need time..." I croke. Give me time, please. I'm just as confused as you are.

"And I need you, but we can't all get what we want." She looks over at her ex partner and daughter.

"Right you," I drag out of the way and away from the set so nobody can see us. "I love you." I hold her face in between my hands, her eyes diverting eye contact with mine. SLOW THE FUCK DOWN.

"But, you love Amelia." She somewhat gets her hopes up

"I do yes, but Olivia she's my wife and I married her for a reason, not because I felt like getting hitched to the first person I saw. I announced my love to her during my vowels." I stop and take a breath. "I love you, but I can't see it working out. I'm so sorry." And by then she's walking away from me and back over to Matt. You just got her hopes up 5 seconds ago, and you tell her you love her to also say you don't think it'll work? For fucks sake, Dornan. Get a god damn grip.

"I see how it is. One minute you say you think it can work and you just need time to think, and then you go and say you've decided and it won't work? I'm done with you, Jamie. I don't need you. Go screw yourself." She shouts.

"You do need me though. You need me to be happy and to support you. You need to me to keep you alive." I grab her arm and turn her around.

"You think I've been your friend for all these years just because you think I've just used and needed you? You sure are one stupid dick." She scowls stomping on my foot. Well fucking done, you should be proud of yourself, dickwad.

"Oh, fuck you!" I scream as manly as I can, before she finally walks off and this time I let her.

"You've really screwed up this time. She's your best friend, Jamie." Dakota surprises me from behind as she obviously heard mine and Olivia's shout off.

"Well, she should get that I'm her best friend and that I'm married to another woman that isn't her." I push past Dakota and back onto the set. But you love her too.

"Well you shouldn't have messed with her head saying that you love her and the pair of you could have a future together, when you clearly thought from the beginning that the pair of you couldn't. This is all your fault, Dornan. You don't deserve anything from her. If you don't remember, she's pregnant and is practically being forced by Jack and her mother to kill it, or she will permanentley be disowned, again." She looks mad times one hundred.

"How do you know that?" Fuck, how does she know that?

"Unlike you. I listen to her. You've been trying to sort out your stupid love life while your wife and best friend have been having their own problems. I saw Olivia before she left the hotel this morning and she wanted to chat and for someone to listen for once in a while, so I did." Dakota looks down, making me realize I have messed up for the last time, and that I've truly hurt my best friend. "Now, I have invited her and Matt to come along to a mini get together at the town hall as I barely like anyone else. Olivia took the liberty to tell me that you and Amelia are meant to be going for a drink tonight to sort this entire mess out." She takes a breath and looks about, "You are now invited tonight to the do, and you can't say no. I could get to know Amelia and why she may be upset by this. Not that I don't know why she would be. Her husband's cheating on her."

"I get it!!" I shout loudly at her surprising both her and me. Calm down.. dear lord. "I'm sorry. Yes, me and Millie would be delighted to come. Thank you..."