All my life, I'm so lucky to have Cesia
She became my best friend
My family
My comfort zone
When I'm sad, she was there
When I'm tired, she was there
When I feel like nobody's there for me, Cesia was there
When I cried, she was there to wipe my tears
When I feel like I'm drowning, she was there to lift me up
When I'm in the dark, she was there to give me light
When I achieved something, she was there, giving me a wide smile with proud eyes.
Cesia stayed with me, when world turned it's back from me
Cesia was always there,
Always there for me,
But Cesia got tired too,
Got tired of being with me,
Got tired of understanding me
So Cesia got a knife
And started cutting her wrist
She started stabbing her body
As blood scattered on the floor
My vision became blurry too
My breath starts became heavy
Ohhh, I forget
I am Cesia
My self was my only best friend
My self was the only family I have
My self was my only comfort zone
Because no there can understand me,
No one there can handle me,
No one there stayed for me,
My self was the only thing I have
But now, I lost her
I lost Cesia.
