Do you believe in an alter ego?
What if do you have one?
What will you do?
Mom and dad died in an accident 3 years ago. I must say t'was the most traumatic and unforgettable moment happened in my life.
I'm always asking why life could be this hard? Why it is difficult to live in this world? Why is the world so greedy ang evil?
At the young age, I witnessed how my parents died, I saw how their own blood flowed through their bodies. And I always ask why they did not include me? Why I did not die with them? It's too painful to be left alone in this world, It's too difficult to live without your parents next to you, without your parents who are always there to take care of you.
Would you blame me if I tell you that I hate my parents? If I tell you that I hate them for leaving me? If I hate them for making me feel alone?
They made my life miserable when they left. But I did not expect, at the same time that my parents died, was his arrival. He came into my life for no apparent reason. He is the one who made me feel that I was not alone, he is the one who always made me feel that I am special, he's the one who always told me that nobody's could be better than me. Yes, he's Kian- my alter.
He became my haven, my sanctuary after everything. And I can't help that for every tik-tak of the clock, my heart will beat for him.
He always never failed to amaze me, by his cold voice, his efforts, he never failed to capture my heart.
It is really possible to fall in love with your own alter? If yes, this is what I feel for Kian.
I love him, I love Kian, I love my alter.
And for my last breath I whispered "You're wrong when you said that nobody's better than me Kian, you're wrong, because It's always, nobody's better than you."
