I'm a role player but I have a boyfriend in real world, he knew everything I did to the said fake world kasi kinukwento ko ang lahat sa kaniya.
I even introduced to him the role play world at gusto ko rin na maging isang role player siya but he said t'was a waste of time.
He's almost near to a perfect boyfriend, so caring, understanding, supportive, matalino, guwapo, halos lahat na gusto ng isang babae sa lalaki ay nand'yan na sa kaniya. But one thing na ayaw ko sa kan'ya is that I can't read his actions, he's a secretive person na kahit ambigat na ng problema niya, ayaw niya pa rin sabihin sa 'kin.
Hindi niya ako pinagbabawalan sa mga gusto ko, hindi niya ako pinipigilan for being a role player that sometimes we don't have a time to chitchat in my real account so he'll chat me in my rpa.
Gan'yan siya ka supportive and understanding boyfriend and I'm so lucky for having him in my life.
But one day his treatment change because of my boy bestfriend in rpw. But his actions made me confused, hindi siya gano'n dati cause he always understand me at alam kong kilala niya na rin ang bbf ko.
"Wag mo nang kakausapin ang lalaking 'yon," he said one day while we're having our date.
"What? Why? He's my best friend for God's sake Marc," I replied and shake my head, hindi ko siya naiintindihan, "ano ba ang nangyayari sa 'yo?" I asked.
"Cause I'm jealous Rain," he answered straightly.
"Look Marc, he's just my bestfriend, you don't need to be jealous of him," I sighed.
"Huwag mo siyang kakausapin o ako ang lalayo sa 'yo?" he asked that made my eyes grew bigger in shocked.
I shaked my head, "Marc."
"Una na ako," he said coldy before he passed through me.
Simula nang mangyari 'yon, I realized that he change—a lot. Minsan niya na lang akong kinakausap, minsan na rin lang siya nagrereply sa mga text and chats ko, minsan lang din siya nag o-online sa account niya at minsan lang din kami nagkikita.
I was devastated that time, wala akong makausap at mapupuntahan kasi ayaw ko ring gambalain ang bestfriend ko in real world because I know to myself that she's also busy. My parents knew my relationship with Marc, and I knew na botong-boto sila rito kaya di ko masabi sa kanila ang nangyari. But I'm thankful for my boy bestfriend in rp for hearing my rants and dramas in life.
Siya 'yong nag c-comfort sa 'kin, siya lagi ang nagpapasaya sa 'kin to the point na nakakalimutan ko 'yong sakit na dulot ni Marc.
Marc and I broke up after a month of away, tampuhan at walang pansinan. Nasaktan ako pero hindi ko akalain na the pain he cause to me will passed after a couple of days.
Doon ko narealize na I'm falling for my boy bestfriend, Davin. If you'll ask kung paano ko siya nakilala? My bestfriend in real world introduced him to me, ang sabi niya that guy was her childhood friend when they were in province. Paano 'ko nakapasok sa rpw? It's also because of my bestfriend in real world.
Hindi ko alam but my feelings for him go deeper and deeper each day. Do you even believe of red string? Or your soulmate? If yes, 'yan ang nararamdaman ko kay Davin.
It feels like he's my other half, why? Nagkakasundo kami sa lahat ng bagay, he's a wattpader, online gamer, kdrama lover and so I am.
Hindi ko alam but parang an'lapit lang niya sa akin, na parang kilalang kilala niya ako the way he talks to me and that makes me like him even more.
