Jaylen

Forever and Always

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It's been a long minute, but I'm back with a chapter.

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Jaylen

Dear Dandre

I just wanted to let you know that I am sorry, and that it hurts me just as much as it hurts you to see us end things the way we did.

I also just need you to know that the decision I made had nothing to do with you, and that I am okay. I need you to not worry about me and to promise me that you'll be okay, and keep moving on with your life and not let this stop you from being happy. I know it's a lot to ask, but please just do it for me.

There's so much I want to tell you, and share with you, but right now I don't think I'm ready.

I really really like you, and the moments I spent with you were the best moments of my life. We've come so far in our relationship and I hate to see all that hard work and dedication go to waste, but letting go is the only way to keep us both safe.

You'll always be in my heart, and I hope one day we can look back at this and just laugh.

Forever and always.
Jaylen♡

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"Forever and always... Jaylen." I said, wiping off a falling tear drop as I read the last line of the letter I was planning on giving Dandre.

I wrote the letter because I didn't want him to be worried, sad and all depressed. I wanted him to know that I was okay, although I really wasn't. To give him reassurance, so that he can move on and just be happy.

Also because the last time we were together, I ran off and left him alone by the beach. I was too afraid to talk to him face to face, -which was really unfair of me- and I just wasn't ready to break things between us in general.

Knock knock

Whilst folding the letter and putting it inside an envelope, I heard a knock by the door and hastily began whipping away my fallen tears.

I turned on my seat to see who it was, attempting to use my body as some type of a wall to prevent anyone from seeing what I was up to, without realising that I had mistakenly pushed the letter onto the ground.

"Jackson?" I uttered in shock. "What are you doing in here?".

The last time Jackson stepped into my room was... yeah. So, I was a tad bit shocked about him being here.

"I just wanted to check up on you." He said. Hand still holding onto the door handle.

I felt my body begin to ease after what he had said. That incident that happened some time ago really fractured our relationship as brothers and we went from really close to barley even sharing peeks. We even stopped talking to one another, so him coming to check on me meant a lot.