The Bad Boy's Roommate || min yoongi ff !DISCONTINUED!

Part 11 - Relief & Grief

She can hear me...

"Y/N? it's me, yoongi! It's gonna be okay baby, it's gonna be okay!" I said to her and her finger twitched once more. I felt my eyes begin to well up with tears as I looked at her, knowing she was still fighting for herself. I looked towards namjoon, "Go get the doctor, quickly and tell him the good news!" I beamed at him in an urgent tone and he saluted me playfully before turning on his heels and racing out the door in a disoriented fashion as his mind was only on finding the doctor as fast as humanly possible.

I felt all the clouds of gloom slowly begin to lift in the room and that tiny glimmer of hope split through them and the whole room began to light up with the boys chattering amongst each other loudly. I turned my attention back towards y/n. With my eyes fixated on her face, I held her hand again, "I'm here y/n don't worry, you're safe," I sniffled joyfully as I held back my tears of utter bliss.

Moments later, the doctor comes rushing back into the room wearing a very surprised look on his face. He joined me and at y/n's side and took her hand, "y/n? Can you hear me?" He asked and sure enough, her finger twitches once again. The doctor looks up in shock and disbelief. "Oh my god...it's a miracle. The amount of trauma her body experienced, I was sure her body would shut down from it," he turned to look at me, "she is a very special girl. Anyone else that went under the same amount of pressure her brain did would have been dead hours ago, I was surprised that she even made it this far but this- this is extraordinary! " He exclaimed in an astounded tone. I smile to myself, I knew she was a fighter. My eyes well up again and this time, I don't stop the tears from flowing from my eyes. I just knew she would do it - that she would live to see another day and not have to leave in such a hurry. I'm not sure what it is but I'm weirdly protective of her and I cant understand why...

Y/N POV

Everything around me was white. Am i in heaven? It like i'm staring into a white light right now. There is nothing but emptiness in the air and i feel myself slipping further, yet i linger for a moment longer.

That's when i hear him. Yoongi! He's calling out for me! I look around, but i can't find him. I call back to him, "I'm here! Yoongi! I'm here!" but he doesn't hear me.

I begin to move my body in every which way to get his attention. I'm jumping up and down and screaming, yet he still isn't acknowledging me. I'm ready to give up until i suddenly feel a pressure on my hand. i squeeze it with all my might, in hopes it does something. All of a sudden i can hear commotion all around me.

Yoongi calls out to me again and i respond my squeezing as hard as i can again. I then hear the doctor and do the same thing.

i'm not entirely sure what's going on but i'm going to hold onto this feeling for dear life. Don't worry boys, i don't give up so easily.

Yoongi POV

We had now been at the hospital for 5 hours and i could tell the boys were tired. It was approaching 3:30 am by now and they were all struggling to keep their eyes open. "Guys, go home and rest. I'll stay here and take care of y/n. I promise if anything happens i'll call straight away. I know you're all exhausted, you've all had a long day and you done well." I say, struggling to string my sentences together in a proper manner myself but somehow managing.

The boys look at each other and then at me. "Are you sure, Yoongi? You also have had a stressful night and need to rest as well," Jin says in a soft tone with his eyebrows knitted together in a worried expression.

"Yes, i would feel more at ease here than at home anyways. Quickly go, all of you, before i change my mind."

The boys smile and mumble their thank yous and goodbyes before leaving together to go home for the night. I advert my eyes to y/n and stare at her for a while. God, how could this happen?

I wonder why she reacted in the way she did. What could've provoked that type of aggressive reaction from her? I reach out for her hand and turned it over so her palm was facing me. I began drawing shapes, writing words and tracing the lines of her hands with my finger until i felt my eyes starting to grow heavy.

I laced our finger together and rested my head on our interlocked hands and looked up at her pale face. 'Please be okay' i prayed and let myself drift into unconsciousness, by her side.

(HI!!!! author-nim makes a not so great comeback :) did y'all miss me? i missed all of you a lot! I'm so excited to be back and to continue writing this. Imma try my very best to write this and be consistent with updating!!! it's been over a year since i discontinued this book but i've decided i wasn't ready to give up on it quite yet. Thank you to everyone who continued to support even though i had discontinued this long ago. Not to fear, you haven't seen the end of me yet ;) I hope you all continue to enjoy reading this book as much as i enjoy writing it. I cannot express my love for you all in words. I purple ever single one of you. Fighting!  ~ author-nim <3)