The Bad Boy's Roommate || min yoongi ff !DISCONTINUED!

Part 14 - orenda

orenda (noun.) - a mystical force present in all people that empowers them to affect the world, or to effect change in their own lives.

"Either someone up in the sky REALLY likes you or your fate was too close to being fulfilled, you just weren't ready to go yet"

I look at the doctor in shock, processing what he's just told me. I really almost died. Holy shit...i must have scared the boys to their wits end.

"Well y/n, you seem to be extremely extremely lucky. I have never seen a case like this in my 40+ years, you truly are special. I'll run a few blood tests and other things to make sure you have no other issues and keep you in the hospital for a few more days to observe you and allow you to regain your strength. You may also need a little physio to help get used to using your legs but since you weren't out for too long, you should only need a session or two," The doctor says, still quite star struck at the woman in front of him who should be long dead aka me.

"Thank you so much doctor, you have been a lifesaver - literally," I utter weakly with a small smile and he chuckles lightly.

"Alright, i'll leave all of you alone for the time being i'm sure there's a lot you all need to talk about," He says and takes his leave.

I look around at the faces that surround me and feel myself starting to tear up. They stayed. These boys barely know me but stayed with me in the hospital the whole time i was out. Do they...care about me? No, don't be stupid, you are the only person who truly cares about you get a grip. Nonetheless, I still get emotional at the sight at their faces and sit up properly in my bed exclaiming, "Oh! come here all of you!" my voice cracks as i break down into violent sobs.

The boys rush to me and sit around me on the bed, holding me close in a tight group hug and they all seem to be quite emotional themselves and let a few tears slip as well. I feel like i belong with them; like i finally have a family; i feel...loved.

"God, y/n! We were worried sick about you, im so glad you're okay!" Jimin exclaimed from my left with his arms still wrapped tightly around me, clinging to me as if i'm going to disappear at any second.

"I know, i feel awful. I'm so sorry for making you all worry like that," I said looking down at my hands and playing with my fingers only to have another hand reach out and grab them. I look up to see hoseok giving me a smile while he wipes away a tear.

"Don't blame yourself y/n! Nobody could have predicted this, not even you. So please, don't beat yourself up over it," He says quietly to me and i shoot him a small smile that doesn't quite reach my eyes, still feeling awfully guilty.

"Exactly, you have us now. We'll protect you and make sure it doesn't happen again," Yoongi states but coughs awkwardly afterwards and avoids my eyes. Cute.

"You guys! I don't know what to do with myself now. I can't believe you care so much about me for not even knowing me that long," I exclaim and smile widely.

"Ayyyy, that's our girl," Jungkook says after seeing me smile widely again, "You are one of us now, you allowed us to take care of you in your vulnerable states and i know that's probably not easy to do." I smile once again at his words and pull them all closer to me once again. The love radiating from them onto me was overwhelming.

Maybe, just maybe, I've found a forever family...

(A/N: hello hello chapter once again! Sorry it's not as long or interesting as my usual ones but it's more of a filler for the next chapter because lord knows it's gonna be long. Anyways I thought i should update before dynamite tomorrow, are y'all excited omggg sisndissbwo i can't wait fr!!!! STREAM DYNAMITE 21st OF AUGUST AT 12 pm EST / 4 pm GMT {for my fellow uk readers 🥰} !!!!!!!!!!!! Once again thank you all so much for your support and i wanted to just say that i'm working on another bts fanfic right now that will be released very soon, so stay tuned for that also 😉 I purple you alllll ~ author-nim/kyla <3)