A Night With Selenophile (Untamed Heart #2) ☑

Chapter 4

Until now I'm still amazed looking at him while he's paying for my purchases. I licked my lips due to too much shameful that is happening to me right now.

I feel ashamed to myself and him, I didn't expect this. I'd rather return it back than that he would pay all of it. What would he say to me? That I have no money? That I can't afford to buy it!

Fuck! Why does all this have to happen to me?! I feel so embarrassed. Mas gugustuhin ko pang mapahiya sa cashier kaysa sa kanya!

He looked at me after he paid for it. I licked my lips and avoid his gaze because I don't know how to face him right now! Napahiya ako sa kanya! Fuck! Napahiya ako!

"Is that all?" He said in a deep voice that makes me look at him again.

I don't know why my heart always fluttered when our eyes meet at each other. As if there's a magnet between our eyes, that whatever you try to avoid and remove it, is still coming back.

I don't know if it's still normal. If I'm still normal and my heart! I've never even imagined that I will be like this to someone and the worse is to, someone who was already committed!

Bakit hindi nalang sa lahat ng manliligaw ko? Bakit hindi nalang sa taong hinahangaan ko noon! Bakit sa kanya pa?!

I think this isn't normal anymore!

Umiling ako sa kanya dahil wala na din naman akong gustong bilhin at nawala na rin ako nang gana para kainin 'to.

Umiwas ako nang tingin sa kanya bago ako tumalikod para maghanap ng bakanteng upuan. I walk towards the vacant table near the door. I looked at him when he followed me here.

The corner of my eyebrow rose as I saw him sit in front of me. May dala na siyang isang blue Gatorade ngayon. I've tried to ignore him as he gazed at me because I don't want to meet our eyes again.

"You don't have a class?" He said coldly but I could feel his sincerity while he was questioning me.

Umiling ako sa kanya bago ko kinuha ang delight ko para inumin iyon. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin habang iniinom ko iyon.

Sa hindi malamang dahilan kung bakit napaubo pa ako sa harap niya! Fuck! Another nakakahiya na naman!

I saw his small smile when he saw me coughing. Kumuha siya ng isang tissue at binigay sa akin. Kinuha ko naman iyon at pinahiran ang labi ko.

"Careful next time!" Careful? Bobo ba siya? Paano ako mag ca-careful kung pati sa pag-inom ko ba naman ay nakatingin siya!

"I'm sorry." Sabi ko ng hindi siya tinitingnan.

"Are you scared of me? Why do I feel like you're avoiding me? Did I do something wrong? Or you're not comfortable with me?" Buti naman alam mo? Hindi ba obvious na ayaw ko sa'yo?