The Thoughts & Feelings I Want You to Know.

the longest sleep.

it never felt real

being with you.

like a dream,

so unpredictable,

so surreal,

so impossible.

unaware

when the lines

between

reality

and

fantasy

started to blur

so i fell,

crash landing

into

this passion,

into

layers deep

of imaginary hope.

365 days

of desperation

and

exhaustion.

365 days

because on day 366

i finally 

and 

so heartbreakingly

wanted to

wake up,

bringing me back to

day 1

of what does feel real.