Learning to Love you COMPLETE✌️

~13~

Dorm Room 845
4:12 am
Duncan Nelson

'I can't believe she's gone.' I thought to myself.

'WHY WOULD SHE DO THIS!!' I say punching my fist into the bed which cut through it.

I started to cry as I thought.

'I thought she loved me,'

Then I thought about what she said.

'Duncan, you can't control death but you can control what caused it.'

That's when it hit me. It couldn't have been her. It has to be him.

Downtown Police Department
4:34 am
Duncan Nelson

I walked in and looked at the person at the front desk.

"Where is he?" I say planting my two arms on the counter top.

She looked at me and then looked at my face. She sighed and nodded her head in a right position.

"He's over there."

I walked to the right and saw his office. Then I heard footsteps coming from behind me.

I quickly kicked down the door and walked up to my father and slapped the man silly.

"Why would you kill her!"

"Duncan, I don't know what your talking about,"

"YES YOU DO!" I say slapping him again with tears coming down my face.

"Duncan stop for love of Christ!"

"You horrible man! You horrible, horrible man!"

"DUNCAN LUISE NELSON SIT DOWN THIS SECOND!"

I recognized that that tone. It was the tone of me blaming him for something he didn't do. So I walked out of the room. And stuck the middle finger at him.

"Don't walk away from your problems young man," He said.

I turned around and looked at him.

"Duncan, because of something you have been acting up and I don't like it. What is it?"

I sighed and sat down.

"I loved her. I loved her like nobody else. And then all of a sudden she does something to help me. And she blacks out." I start to cry even more. "All what she did was care for me and would do anything to help me. But now she's gone. And it's all somebody's fault."

"Duncan you said she would do anything to help you. And she didn't like how you and I were like this. Maybe she—,"

"Just stop there. I don't want to talk about her—," Then I started to understand what my father was saying. "— killing—herself? No but she wouldn't do that."

"But she might have. We can go and look tomorrow down at the hospital if you want to."

A tear fell down my face.

"For Courtney."