Chapter 5- We're friends, right?

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(A/N this chapter is pretty short but it's for the story)

*Warning self harm/cutting*

<< time skip to back at the dorms >>

Bakugou POV.

I slid the blade of my boxcutter across my wrist, cutting deeper and deeper. I'm crying. I didn't think that event would be that triggering to me but apparently it was. As soon as I was back at the dorm I locked myself in my room and didn't come out. I want do die. Nobody would care. I should just do it, it's like I thought, not even my soulmate loves me.

A soft knock was heard on my door. "Who is it?" I ask trying my best to sound like normal. "Baku..." I heard. It was Mina. "Go away, raccoon eyes." I simply said hoping she would leave me alone. She has known Kiri since middle school! "Bakugou, are you okay?" I heard a different voice say. It sounded like Kaminari. Him and Kiri are too close! "Get away dunce face!" I yell a little louder, hoping they just thought that I was angry. "Bakugou...?" I heard a third voice. "Fuck off shitty hair! Leave me alone!! All of you." I said. I can't face Kiri, he hates me! I could hear them sigh before saying goodbye and walking away, they finally left me alone. I wanted that, so why did it hurt when they did.

I was crying even harder now, not even trying to hold in my suppressed sobbing. I heard a knock on the door again. I didn't say anything. "Um... Bakugou! I know I'm probably not someone you consider very close, but I think I know what's going on and it's not good to hold it in." Sero... I can trust him, right? I slowly make my way over to the door. I open it a tiny bit to see if he came alone, he did. I sigh and open the door fully to let him inside. He took one look at me and stepped inside my dorm room, as I close the door after him.

"So... um...Are you okay...?" Sero begins. "No... K-Kirishima h-he ha-hates me!" I said as I started sobbing uncontrollably again. Sero seemed unsure of what to do but slowly hugged me lightly and when I didn't pull away he hugged me fully. "You know, Kiri doesn't hate you. He likes you more than ever! He just didn't know what to do..." Sero said to me when my sobbing quieted down. "Yeah... maybe I jumped to conclusions..." I said, he slowly pulled away from the hug.

"I'm feeling better now... I'm gonna go to sleep." I said. "Okay, see you tomorrow..." He said, giving me a sad smile. "Hope, you can fix this thing with Kiri!" "I promise" He walks out of my dorm, closing the door behind him. Sero is kind, but he doesn't know what he's talking about. Maybe I should talk with Kiri though, maybe this mess will be over, maybe it won't. I don't care though, it's a chance I'm willing to take. I don't know what I'm gonna do after but, I'll figure it out. I bandage my arms up, brush my teeth and go to sleep.

It's gonna be fine. We're friends, right?

(A/N So... I didn't originally know where this story was going, I was just going with the flow, ya know? But I actually have a plan now. It's depressing and I just have an idea, it might change in the future but yeaaaah... sorry it's short. See ya next chapter!) 

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